(Alex's POV)
"Oh for fucks sake" I heard Y/N my fiancé shout from our bed room
"What is it love" I asked
"My dress for the wedding it doesn't fucking fit me anymore" she said I could her her trying to hold back the tears
"Do you want me to come in and help you" I asked
"NO Alex I want it to be a surprise" she shouted
"Ok ok but let me know if you do need help I'll get dinner started"
"Ok love you" she shouted
"Love you too Cinderella" I teased
"Alex" she wined
"Oh Y/N how I love it when you wine"
(Y/N POV)
'How does it not fit anymore I'm getting fat I can't be I fit my other clothes fine' I thought to myself
I stood there in the bedroom wearing my underwear examine myself from my hair to my face , my arms, chest, belly ,thighs ,my bum everywhere
'How could Alex want to marry you' I asked myself
I felt the tears roll down my face I wasn't pretty or not that all skinny I did have a bit of weight to me
I quickly putted on a pair of leggings and one of Alex's shirts they where oversized on me so I can hide my insecurities a bit
I walked into the kitchen to see Alex putting the chicken in the oven
"What's for dinner" I asked with the thought 'great now he thinks I'm a fat basterd' in the back of my head
"Sunday roast your favourite" he said with a big smile
"Can't wait" I said
After dinner we decided to watch a movie we decided on Harry Potter and the prisoner of Azkaban we cuddled up to each other he was behind me and I was in front
I still have that thought in my head of him not really wanting me and he thinks I'm fat
I felt the tears running down my face
(Alex's POV)
I could've sworn I heard sobbing i thought it was the tv until I realised Y/Ns body was shaking
"Babeh what's wrong why are you crying" I asked in extreme concern
"I-I'm I fat?" She said
"What no of course not why would you think that your beautiful" I said I really have no clue where she got this from
"Look at me Alex I'm fat I'm nothing compared to the other girls you've dated models Alex literal models and your with me a fat nobody why" she said I felt like crying how could she think that of herself
"Y/N I'm with you because I love you your beautiful inside and outside and your not fat so stop saying that yeah I dated models but they are nothing compared to you and you are everything compared to them so stop thinking that please" I said I felt the tears running down my face
Y/N kissed me I decided to deepen it
She pulled away
"God I love you Y/N" I said
"I love you too Alex" she said back
I lifted her up over my shoulders and carried her to the bedroom
Let's just say we had a long night of us talking about our insecurities and making each other feel better
