Tell Me You Love Me

Chapter 15

When we follow are hearts, when we choose not to settle. It's funny, isn't it? A weight lifts. The sun shines a little brighter. And, for a brief moment at least, we find a little peace.

-Meredith Grey, Grey's Anatomy.

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A week later....

Its been a week since me and Callie slept together and it's never left my mind. It's all I think about. Things have been so great between us, like it was before eveything happened. We laugh and flirt like we used to but obviously this time it's real. I just hate the waiting.

"ready for training" Callie asks as she walks into my room.

"yeah" I smiled picking my bag up. We then left for the 15 minute drive the our training ground. 

"I see things are better" April grins at me and Callie as she walks up to us.

"It is"  But soon my smile faded a little as I saw Erica walking towards us. I looked at Callie and she looked at me.

"hey you" Erica says giving Callie a kiss on the lips. I could see April looking at me so I just walked away.

"you okay" She asks as she catches up with me.

"yeah" and that's the truth, yeah it hurts but I know Callie wants me so I just have do deal with it for now. We stopped walking and put our boots on and I could see April staring at me.

"why you staring at me" I chuckle

"just trying to see if you really are okay"

"I am" I smiled.

"there is something you aren't telling me" April says.

"you can't tell anyone" I whisper. She didn't say anything just stood there and stared at me, a big grin on her face.

"me and Callie slept together last week" I whisper.

"WHAT" She shouts.

"April!" I snap

"shit sorry" I then told her what happened. Safe to say she was shocked. I'm surprised she wasn't mad or anything. I trust her and know she won't say anything.

Trainer was good, it felt good to be back at it since we haven't been the last few times because of work. Callie spent most of her time with Erica which I didn't like but there is nothing I can do.

"I'm sorry" Callie says as we set off home.

"for what"

"Erica"

"Callie you don't need to be sorry, she's your girlfriend"

"I know but I could tell it hurts you, I promise I will break up with her soon, I just need to pluck up the courage to do it, but I'm going over tonight, is that okay"

"I've told you before, you don't need my permission" I half laugh.

"I know but still"

The rest of the car ride was quiet but a nice quiet, a comfortable one. All I kept thinking about is me and Callie and how I can't wait for us to be together.

As usual once we got home we both went for shower. Once I got out I got in my joggers and hoodie and went downstairs. Callie was already sat on the sofa watching tele.

"when are you going" I ask as I went and sat next to her. I so badly wanted to kiss her but I know I can't.

"I'm not"

"why" I asked a little confused, it was only like 40 minutes ago she said she was going.

"changed my mind, thought I'd hang here with you, we haven't really spent much time together outside work" I couldn't help but smile.

"what did you tell Erica"

"just said that I've got a migraine coming on, blamed it on all the headering we did at training"

"and do you"

"a little actually yeah" she laughed.

"I'm gonna make food, what do you want" I ask as I stood up.

"lets do it together" she smiled, we then walked into the kitchen, we decided to make spag bol. 40 minutes later the food was done and we sat at the table and ate the food, it was so nice.

We then sat on the sofa and put netflixs on. After a few minutes we decided to watch The Kissing Booth. I placed my legs over Callies lap and interlocked one of our hands.

Half way through the film I could feel Callie place her other hand on my thigh and slowly started making circular motions with her finger, slowly moving up my thigh. I could feel my body tense. I know I should stop her but I don't want to. My heart started beating faster as her hand moved further up. I moved to look at her and she was watching tv, a slight smile on her face.

Now she was up by my knicker line. The need and want for her was growing by the second. I never stopped looking at her. Suddenly she brushed over my area, causing me to take a sharp intake of breath. She then looked at me. Something was different about her, her eyes were full of need. Without thinking I moved and within seconds I was straddling her, instantly connecting our lips. Straight away I inserted my tongue which caused her to do the same.

She wrapped her arms around me pulling me closer as the kiss deepened. She then started moving her hands up my back taking my jumper with her. Within seconds my jumper was on the floor, leaving me in just my bra.

Callie then wrapped her arms around me again before standing up. I wrapped my legs around her waist as she turned and laid my down on the sofa, my legs still around her waist. I miminked her earlier action of lifting her top over her head. She soon connected our lips. Without warming she started thrusting her hips against my area making me moan. How can one person make you feel so good.

She then moved her lips to my neck, sucking and biting genlty making a series of moans escape my mouth. When suddenly the living room door swung open, banging as it is hit the wall. Callie quickly jumped of me and stood up.

"Erica" Callie says, her tone indescribable. 

I looked at the door and there stood Erica. Anger and hurt spread across her face as tears rolled silently down her face. Fuck!  Before either of us could say anything she turned around and walked away. After a few seconds Callie moved, picked up her top and ran after her. I just stayed there woundering what the fuck just happened.

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