LOST | KTH (feat. JJK & PJM) ✔️

LOST 3: Fantasy?

Honestly, I didn't know what I was living for anymore.

A couple of days had passed and I was still not out of that life with people who I couldn't remember. I tried, but how would I if I wasn't even convinced that it was me who had lived this life before? It was more like I was taking someone else's place all of sudden.

"Rain." I heard the man that was supposed to be my husband talking to me, so I turned to him. By the way, I couldn't talk to anyone in the house these few days; I was avoiding everybody with no exceptions. "I think we should meet the doctor at the hospital.. I'm sure there's.. There's something to explain this."

I sighed then stood up from the floor of the balcony to be facing him. "Do you know what is happening to me?" I started, honestly, not knowing why I was so angry at him. "You still think that I'm your wife and I'm JOKING with you.. Don't you?"

"It's not like that." He shook his head, his eyes softening as he gazed at me. "Of course, I'll never stop saying that you're my wife, but about the joke thing.. Well, I know you. And you look like you're living the worst days of your life." He continued his last sentence while looking down as he spoke with hurt clear in his voice.

That's what I'd been doing here, causing him and his daughter to be hurt that I suddenly became cold to them, along with the fact that I still hadn't seen the baby yet.

"I.." I tried to speak, but I felt too weak to be able to do that, maybe, because I didn't sleep or eat during those couple of days. "I will go to that hospital.. For the tests or whatever."

I hate it! I never shed so many tears.

"Rain," For some reason, I cried more when he called my name like that as he placed a hand on my cheek delicately. "We're gonna get over this.. We've gone through way worse than that.. This is gonna end, baby, I promise."

I just wish I could remember him..

I only nodded my head once, stepping away from him. I was about to get inside the room again, but then stopped to turn to him again just to find him looking at me already. I took a deep breath, knowing that what I was going to say wouldn't be so nice for him to hear.

"What's your name?"

"Oh, God.." He placed a hand over his forehead, closing his eyes for a second. He stared at me silently for awhile before sighing and shrugging. "It's Taehyung, Rain."

"I know how hard it is for you to hear me asking you that.. I can imagine at least. I just," I sighed heavily, feeling really bad for causing him so much pain without even doing anything. "I didn't want to make a fool of myself again in front of one of the maids for asking about your name."

"It's okay." He shook his head before taking few steps closer to me. "Look," He started to speak seriously, taking my hand in his. "If I will have to remind you of every single memory we've had together, I would never get bored of it.. Just ask me about whatever you want."

I just nodded my head, looking down since I couldn't actually move my eyes towards him because of how much his sincere talk was affecting me. "Thank you." I just muttered quietly.

"C'mon," He placed a hand on the back of my shoulder, for sure, making me flinch for a second, which he did notice. So he pulled his hand away again and cleared his throat. "You need to get some sleep."

"I'm.. I don't.." Damn, why did I become so awkward?! Oh, I know. Since I didn't know how to tell him that I was actually not the least comfortable to sleep beside him. "I'll just.. Sleep on the couch.. There."

His eyes widened as he looked at where my hand was pointing at the couch in the side of the room. Then, he turned to me again, trying to say something for several times, but he would just stop each time. "You know," He looked down and chuckled bitterly. "Even when we had fights, none of us would ever sleep out of the bed."