How scary can it be not to know whether you're living in reality or in your dreamland?
And what if it goes on for months?
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We are not fallen angles.
Neither are we pure evil.
The thing is that we are a confusing mix of both.
The "good guys"...
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What should I do?
That question was being repeated in my mind over and over again, and whenever I started thinking about anything else, I'd remember that I still didn't know what to do.
I was feeling so nervous as if my parents just caught me skipping school. Not that I even knew them, since I was basically raised in an orphanage, but I think it would be terrifying.
When I headed back to our bedroom, which was after 3 hours of hiding in Sky's room, I didn't find Taehyung there. He wasn't home at all, because I couldn't find his car out either.
Did I made him feel so bad?
Stupid question that doesn't need to be answered, people. Don't mind her.
That was mean.
That was ME.
I tried to escape again by falling asleep, but I couldn't. So I got up and kept on walking back and forth around the room, not knowing what to do or what I was even going to say to him whenever he'd decide to come back.
That was until an amazing idea popped in my mind. Jimin has been helping me for months, so he wouldn't mind helping me now, would he?
Amazing idea, she just said.
The call rang for a few times before he answered with an obviously sleepy voice. "Hello?" He didn't seem to look at the caller's name.
It was the stupidest idea I've ever thought of. Calling my ex lover 3:30 in the morning so that he'd help me and tell me what to do to make up to my husband.
Who on earth suggested this bullshit to me?
R, you're making your insanity so obvious right now, sweetheart.
"Hey, Jimin. It's me." I really hoped I could just shut up and die. Now, I felt bad for him too. "Sorry to wake you up."
"Who the hell are you?" Why did his voice sound so serious and really.. Edgy?
Maybe because someone interrupted his sleep for instance..?
Ain't buying it.
I took a deep breath, taken back a little because of the change in his voice. "It's Raina."
"Raina.. Oh shit." He stayed quiet for a second before cursing, confusing me even more. "Hey, Raina. How are you?"
"I'm really sorry for-"
"No, it's fine." He quickly interrupted, his voice turning calmer, now closer to the way he would actually talk with me. "Is everything okay?"
"I feel so stupid to say this, but I've done something really bad and I don't know what to do." I said in one breath, feeling embarrassed as ever.
