How scary can it be not to know whether you're living in reality or in your dreamland?
And what if it goes on for months?
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We are not fallen angles.
Neither are we pure evil.
The thing is that we are a confusing mix of both.
The "good guys"...
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Hell was I feeling amazing!
It felt like ages since the last time I felt kind of good. Not so anxious like months ago. I mean it's been almost one year, and this was the very first day I felt so tranquil.
Except for the fact that I was turning 29 in less than 3 months.. But it's okay.
I haven't seen Jungkook, which was perfect. The last thing I wanted was to deal with him and the memories he'd bring back to me.
About Jimin, I just figured out why I called him Angel before. He was the main reason for how mentally stable I was starting to be again. I trusted him in less than a month, and we became friends. Thankfully, he never mentioned our previous affair or asked for anything more than this friendship. That's exactly why I trusted him.
Yes, he would sometimes seem out of place and unjustifiably upset, but he wouldn't talk to me about it, saying: "It's my turn to heal you now." I didn't buy it most of the time, but I didn't want to be obtrusive.
I think I started to feel this right since Snow's birthday. My baby has become one year old now! 15 months actually. Anyways, I insisted that it would be a day just for the four of us as a family. No big parties. No coworkers. No goddamn partnerships. No maids. Just us.
And it was beautiful.
For the first time, Snow called me Mama and I was over the moon. She pronounced it while smiling at me! Well, I cried to be honest.
Now, I had nothing left to fix but my relationship with Taehyung. He was the most patient person I've ever seen. So with me having true deep feelings for him, I didn't want to stress him anymore. Not that it was against my will, I made sure to be absolutely certain of what I've intended to do.
I smiled to myself at the thought, checking myself in the mirror for one last time, mentally applauding for myself for wearing silk pjs, which made me look effortlessly beautiful and sexy. I took a deep breath then went out of the bathroom.
"Can I?" I started, pointing at his chest. Taehyung frowned in confusion just for a second, especially when he shortly checked how I looked, but then he chuckled sweetly, stretching his arm for me. "Thank you." I said while, slowly, placing my head on his chest lightly, smiling once I felt his arm closing around my shoulders, and his lips kissing the side of my head.
"Did you really have to ask?" Taehyung said a little lazily, yet the gentleness in his voice was still there, along with its deepness.
"I.." Of course, I was speechless. I bit my lip lightly, trying to think, but eventually gave up and looked up at him, resting my chin on the back of my wrist as I slightly turned around to be able to look at him. "Kinda."
