How scary can it be not to know whether you're living in reality or in your dreamland?
And what if it goes on for months?
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We are not fallen angles.
Neither are we pure evil.
The thing is that we are a confusing mix of both.
The "good guys"...
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Noticing my flat tone, Taehyung turned his face to me, a confused look in his eyes. "What is what?"
I pulled my hand away from his, holding the edge of the collar of his shirt a little harshly, showing it to him. "This!"
"Oh, I.." I stared at him silently, waiting for him to say any reasonable explanation or just be able to be a good liar. But he wasn't. "I don't really know."
I chuckled humorlessly, biting on my lower lip hard so that I wouldn't lose my temper. I didn't want to scare any of the babies again. "You're lying to me." I spoke quietly.
"I-i'm not-"
"Stop. Stuttering." I gritted on my teeth, actually giving him a hint of how to be a better liar, needing him to make me believe his lie. "Is this blood?"
The panic in his eyes was something I just saw for the first time with him. He only stared back at me, a shade of regret starting to take over his eyes, so I immediately looked away.. Not wanting to believe that he was a cheater.
I was afraid to believe that.
After what felt like ages of agonizing silence, he took a deep breath and shook his head. "It's not."
"Then what is it?" My voice came out as a whisper, and for the thousandth time this night, I felt tears trailing down my face out of nowhere.
I should never say that I was feeling amazing again.. It would turn out to be awful.
I saw his Adam's apple moving up and down heavily, just confirming the fact that he was so nervous right now. He closed his eyes for a second then took my hands in his, placing gentle kisses on both of them. "Rain-"
"Don't call me this now." I almost pleaded actually, not taking my hands away from him. "Just tell me that I am a horrible person to think so low of you. Prove me wrong. Be mad at me. Make me the bad one here.. Please, Taehyung." A sob escaped my lips, not able to hold back anymore. "Please, just.. Say anything I would find believable, but not this."
I never saw this look in his eyes before. He looked like he was someone else, his eyes were so soft but so sad as well. "You want me to lie to you?"
Honestly, I was about to nod my head, but I didn't. I just continued to cry just like the miserable person that I was before shaking my head at him. "What is on your collar?"
"It's lipstick."
God, my heart was being torn up, and I could barely handle this kind of pain.
I slowly took my hands away from his and turned around just to place them over my face, crying so hard in my palms, feeling like I was being stabbed in the heart by someone I trusted so much and was actually falling for.
Usually, I would feel so much hatred, anger and loathe towards him for doing such a disgusting thing, but I couldn't.
