How scary can it be not to know whether you're living in reality or in your dreamland?
And what if it goes on for months?
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We are not fallen angles.
Neither are we pure evil.
The thing is that we are a confusing mix of both.
The "good guys"...
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My heart literally fell in my feet as he turned around to my direction. I couldn't believe that I was actually seeing him after all this time. I couldn't believe that I was right when I was sure that Jungkook wasn't just in my imagination.
Well.. Seems like hewas real.
Despite that, when he turned around, he gave me a very, Very small smile, his eyebrows widening in the slightest surprise as if he didn't expect me to talk to him.
I was speechless. I couldn't say anything. I didn't find any words in my brain that seemed to be just empty at that moment.
"Raina!" I was snapped out of my thoughts by the voice of the woman that was with him. I flinched when she hugged me shortly, smiling widely at me. "So glad you're better now.. Don't stress yourself like that again."
"Who-" No, idiot, don't. I stopped and just nodded my head at her. "Yeah.. Thanks." Then, I couldn't help but turn to Jungkook again, feeling like I couldn't take my eyes off of him. "Can we talk for a minute?"
Why did he look so upset by what I just said?
Why didn't he miss me like I missed him?
Didn't he love me anymore?
I found him frowning for a second before clearing his throat, turning to the woman. "Would you wait for me? Just for a few minutes." He asked her gently, placing his hand on her back.
Wait. Don't get jealous now.
"Sure." She smiled at him, and he smiled back at her, leaning down to peck her lips.
That was so much for me to handle.
But before I would even start thinking about it, he spoke. "After you."
Why was he treating me like a goddamn stranger?!
I took a deep breath then led him to one of the guest rooms in the first floor. He entered the massive room then closed the door behind him quietly.
I didn't wait to see his reaction or to hear what he was going to say. Once he turned to me, I wrapped my arms around his neck, pulling him closer to me, feeling like I needed to feel his warmth again, to just hug him.
He was my only hope that I wasn't crazy.
Not even a few seconds later, and I felt him pushing me away lightly, giving me a shocked look. "Raina, what are you doing?"
No.. Please, no.
"I-i.." I tried to speak, but the knot in my throat hurt me that prevented me from doing so. I felt my eyes tear up as I stared up at him, not knowing what to do anymore. "Y-you're.. Jungkook.. Right?"
