How scary can it be not to know whether you're living in reality or in your dreamland?
And what if it goes on for months?
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We are not fallen angles.
Neither are we pure evil.
The thing is that we are a confusing mix of both.
The "good guys"...
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"That is Taehyung? A fuckboy??" That was the very first thing that came to my mind once Jimin finished his talk. Yes, there was a lot of unbelievable stuff, but this change of personality; I couldn't handle.
"Yeah." Jimin just said quietly, and I knew he was already expecting much more questions from me.
"God." I mumbled under my breath, holding my head for a second before another question was quick to instantly invade my mind. "What about you then?"
His eyebrows raised up in confusion. "I don't fuck around." He was so dumbfounded while speaking, and if the time was different, I'd have found it cute.
"That's not what I meant." I glared at him so that my thoughts wouldn't be so obvious. "Why did you agree to do this if you didn't want to?"
He stayed quiet for long seconds before shrugging his shoulders. "I had no choice."
"Bullshit."
Well, the way he sounded so careless about it pushed me to the edge.
"Raina, I don't care about anyone in this world but one person." He spoke seriously, and his words made my heart clench for some reason. "I had to do it for him."
"By destroying me?" My voice came out in a whisper as I looked at him in disbelief.
"Just as I told you," He did it again; that heartless, careless shrug. "I had no choice."
"I can't believe you." I muttered quietly before looking away from him.
That idiot wasn't aware of how much hurt I was now; the thing was that I was only too good at hiding my feelings and pretending to be fine or even emotionless. And now, he was being so nonchalant about everything.
It was like a double stab in the heart.
That's why I've always hated feelings.. Too disturbing and annoying.
"Well actually, that was just the beginning, you know." He spoke seriously again, which made me start to believe that it was his usual way of speaking in general. The real way. "You made nothing easier, Raina."
"Oh really?" I scoffed, still not looking at him.
"Yes." His voice was still nonchalant. "When I saw how already.. Ruined you were the first time we met, I decided not to make my part so complicated for you."
"What do you mean?" Now, I turned to him, finding the tone of my voice becoming a threatening one on its own.
Could I take more shocks?
Well, he just said that it was 'the beginning'. So, yes. More shocks for sure.
"That friendship thing I offered," I nodded my head, remembering and just noticing how much uncertain he sounded while offering me that the other day. I saw him sigh heavily before continuing. "It was nothing good for me."
