How scary can it be not to know whether you're living in reality or in your dreamland?
And what if it goes on for months?
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We are not fallen angles.
Neither are we pure evil.
The thing is that we are a confusing mix of both.
The "good guys"...
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On my way back home, I started my to-do list and called the number that had the name of Hwasa.
The call rang for a few seconds that it would just send me to the voicemail, before she answered. "Bitch, it's been awhile! Where the hell are you?"
God, patience, please.
I bit my tongue so that it wouldn't be so obvious how I just wanted to hang up already. "Busy with a lot of things," I chuckled awkwardly. "Anyways.. I wanna ask you about something."
"What is it?" She spoke in concern, and I knew she was acting kind with me. I never felt like she loved me as a best friend.
And she wasn't good at acting like she did either.
I took a deep breath before asking the question without any introductions. "Did you talk to Taehyung last night?"
"I-i-No.. I haven't talked to him in awhile."
Oh.. Was that a stutter of nervousness?
I had a small smile on my face, yet I still kept my voice as if I was disturbed, acting like I didn't notice her tension at all. "Well, he knows about the whole thing between Jimin and I."
"He does?" She was surprised to hear that.
"Yeah, someone must've told him." I lowered my voice a little, showing her how much stressed I was.
Well, I wasn't. But I wanted her to believe that.. I was kinda starting to have fun.
Trust me, no feeling could ever equal the one when you realize that you're not mad or delusional. That you are right.
"Maybe, it's Jimin himself." She said carelessly.
"Why would you say that?" I acted confused.
"I guess he grew tired of being 'only friends' with you and wanted a payback.. ?"
"He's not that evil." I mumbled quietly.
I love the double meaning, R.
Of course, you do.
"I don't know, Raina." I heard her sigh heavily, obviously not able to keep up with the pressure that she thought that I wasn't aware about. She thought that I had no idea about the way I was sort of squishing her in stress. "I think you're in trouble now, right?"
