How scary can it be not to know whether you're living in reality or in your dreamland?
And what if it goes on for months?
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We are not fallen angles.
Neither are we pure evil.
The thing is that we are a confusing mix of both.
The "good guys"...
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(Can I just cry in the corner? 😢 💜)
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"Where have you been, Raina?"
I slowly turned around, not really believing that he was the person that I was looking for. "You," Just take a deep breath. "You're Jimin?"
"Yes." He answered quietly, a sad look appearing in his eyes. "You've been dodging me for months.. As if you don't wanna see me anymore."
How could someone look so innocent and pure? Seriously, that Jimin guy looked like he would never make mistakes, hurt someone, cheat, or even lie. He seemed inwardly flawless. Outwardly as well.
So?
So, I had to be even more heartless than I intended to be, since I didn't want to give him the chance to affect me.
You better.
"It's my first time seeing you." Just like a snap, his eyes widened in shock. "Something.. Happened to me that I can't remember the last ten years of my life. None of them. Even my own babies who are the most important to me. And I didn't mention my husband because if he was the same important, I would've never cheated on him. I was stupid. But not anymore. So, I came here to end-"
"Hey hey, what.. Oh god." I saw him let out a heavy sigh, looking down on the floor, deep in his thoughts I guess. Then, he chuckled bitterly, looking up at me again. "It seems like you're trying to say your lines before forgetting them."
I kept on the blank face and nodded my head. "Yeah, kinda."
"You forgot everything about us?" I just nodded again, refusing to start any kind of conversation between us. "You're here to end it all with me?" He asked hesitantly, looking at me with anticipation, waiting for my response.
"Well-"
"It wasn't an affair." He quickly interrupted before I could continue, which made me be willing to listen to him now.
Let's just admit that it was the best thing we've heard since we woke up to this life.
"It was much more than that."
Seems not.
I sighed in disappointment, palming my face for a second before shrugging my shoulders. "Say what you mean in the most simple way."
"I.." He was so hesitant and nervous, and it was so goddamn cute, which made me wonder how old he was. I was pretty sure he was younger than me. "I don't know how to tell you."
"Consider me a blank sheet." I still spoke blankly, yet my voice changed into a softer one, considering how fragile he looked. "Write everything about us down. If you hide something, I will never know about it."
