How scary can it be not to know whether you're living in reality or in your dreamland?
And what if it goes on for months?
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We are not fallen angles.
Neither are we pure evil.
The thing is that we are a confusing mix of both.
The "good guys"...
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Should I be proud now that I practically saved this Angel's life?
Of course, not. Because that bitch inside you didn't stop there; she had a fucking affair with him.
So, no. No pride. Shame still.
I watched him biting his lower lip nervously, which I was starting to find cute, so I looked away, taking a deep breath. I hesitated a little before asking. "Your brother..?"
He stayed silent for a second before shrugging his shoulders. "He's gone."
"I'm so sorry for making you remember such a memory." I apologetically spoke, feeling completely regretful towards him.
"It's okay," He smiled sadly, and I was at the verge of tears because of the broken look on his face, which I shed once he continued his words. "Cuz you made it much easier. Without you, Raina, I would've never survived any of this.. So thank you."
Oopsie.
What the hell have I indulged myself into?
"Can you tell me more details about our.. Relationship?" I didn't want to know anything, but I was just stalling time, trying to think of a way to tell him why I was there.
"You told me that you loved me in my birthday, two years ago.. You made me a small party, only for the two of us." He smiled softly while speaking, and I did my best not to show how much I wanted to cringe at how awful I was.
"Did you know that I was married?"
His smile dropped a little as he sighed. "At first, you didn't tell me." Just kill that bitch already. "But it's okay.. After we've fallen for each other, you promised me to leave your husband.. For me."
I just wanted to have another version of me so that she would slap me.
I'll be more than glad to help with that, sweetheart.
Shut up now. Not only did I betray Taehyung, I also lied to my.. Lover or whatever. And I highly doubt that I even played with his feelings.
Wasn't that a little too much? Even for the badass you've always been.
Well.. I didn't know me anymore. The previous me, I mean. So, I should expect anything.
"Look, Jimin," He looked at me patiently, making me feel even more sorry for him. "Ever since I lost my memory, I've been getting shocked more and more by what I did.. Cheating and the whole affair thing are not things that I do. I really hate to say this, but.. I can't do this anymore."
"No, Raina, please." He tried to hold back his tears, but he couldn't. He held my hands gently in his, staring at my eyes with his watery, sad ones. "You can't do this to me.. You should remember what I've gone through and how you helped me.. You have to know that I have no one left but you." He sniffled, trying to stop his tears before speaking calmly. "If you go, I won't have anything to live for."
