How scary can it be not to know whether you're living in reality or in your dreamland?
And what if it goes on for months?
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We are not fallen angles.
Neither are we pure evil.
The thing is that we are a confusing mix of both.
The "good guys"...
Get ready for our 1st rollercoaster ride, loves! 💘 (You'll know what I mean by the end of the chapter ;))
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"EARTH TO RAINA!"
"What?!" I was startled by Hwasa's voice that seemed to be calling for me since awhile, snapping me out of my thoughts.
"God, what have you been thinking about?" She shook her head in disbelief, leaning back on her chair.
"Nothing." I slightly shook my head, handing Snow to her nanny carefully after lightly kissing her forehead as she fell asleep in my arms. "I really need to talk to you."
Time for best friends shameful secrets, yeah?
"I gotta say," Hwasa started, letting out a slight huff as she eyed me with some sort of sympathy. "You have some shit in your life that you shouldn't have ever forgotten about."
"I want to know something first," I said, taking a deep breath. "Who's Jungkook?"
How fucking ironic.
"Dear God," Her eyes widened, causing me to roll mine. I don't know why, but she was so overreacting to this.. Or maybe, I was the one who became way too familiar. "He used to work with Taehyung, but now each of them has his own business."
I pursed my lips, for some reason, she was getting on my nerves. I sighed heavily, leaning to the front a little, speaking ever so calmly. "I'm not talking about business."
"Alright." She raised her hands up as if she knew I was getting mad. "You.. This is so hard for me to-"
"Just fucking tell me, Hwasa."
She nodded then started talking. "You told me that you two used to be in a half-relationship, as you called it, back when you were 18 or something."
"I know that already!" I yelled, slightly losing my temper, which made her raise her eyebrows in surprise. So, I took a deep breath, calming myself down. "I'm really sorry, but there are a lot of things going on, of which I'm afraid.. Even if I don't remember them at all."
I saw her face turning sad as she moved her chair closer to mine. "Okay. It's okay." She patted my hand gently, giving me a small smile. "Two years ago, something wrong was going on with your.. Relationship with Taehyung. He was busy, I guess. So.. You-"
"I went back to Jungkook." I guessed, hoping I was guessing wrong.
"Kinda." She hesitated while answering. "It was a one time thing. Nothing you'd worry about."