Jay's Secret

26: Dad?

Jay

Both Mouse and Will are back from their conferences and now we're working on a case. Yes, I'm big if you were wondering. We're about to do a raid and I shoot dad a look telling him to come back from this one. We get in out vehicles and drive to the to sight. We get out very quietly and send our CI in. We head in very queitly and when the herion makers shoot the CI we start shooting to. I watch as dad gets shot in the stomach. I run to him and Hailey follows.

"Dad?" I ask

"Hey, I'm okay, just a little tired," Dad replies 

I put my hands on his stomach to stop the bleeding as Hailey radios for an ambluance. The next few minuets are a blur of sirens and Hank pulling me away from the scene.

"Come on, all we can do now is wait at Med," Voight tells me

I slowly nod my head and Mouse runs up to us.

"Hey, I heard what happened, Jay, everythings going to be okay," Mouse says and pulls me to his chest

"Meet us at the hospital," Voight speaks

Mouse nods and kisses my head before guiding me to the Uber he came in. I lay my head on Mouse's shoulder and try not to pay attention to the drying blood on my hands. I let myself cry beacause I'm so damn scared of loosing my father figure, I might be 26, but I still need him.

"Jay, we're here," Mouse says quietly

We just enter the lobby of the ED and Meritdith greets us.

"Hey, he's in surgery, Jay, sweetie, why don't we go wash the blood off your hands," She says

I nod and she leads me to a sink in the break room. Mom washes my hands and turns to look at me.

"Come on sweetie, I'm sure you could use some cuddle from Mouse right now," Mom tells me 

I nod my head and walk out to Mouse and sit on his lap and I curl up just enough to lay my head on his chest. I drift off and about an hour later, Mouse shakes me awake becuse Conner's out with news.

"I'm really sorry guys, he lost to much blood and the bullet did to much damage, I'm sorry for your loss," Conner says and turns towards the break room in the ED

Mouse wraps his arms tighter around me and kisses my hair as I cry.

Mouse

"I'm gonna take him home, we'll see you guys later," I tell the unit

"No one come in tomorrow, come to my house and we can help plan the funeral," Voight says to everyone

I stand up and carry Jay to my car that Hailey drove over. When we get home, I change Jay into some sweets and one of my hoodies before laying down in our bed and letting Jay cry into my chest.