Jay's Secret

4: Not so big

Jay 

 I wake up feeling great, that is until I realize that there's a paci in my mouth and a stuffie in my hand. I mentally face palmed, I ruined Will and Connor's date night because I had a bad day. I slide out of my bed and even though I'm feeling a little big, I don't feel completely big so I keep my paci hanging on my finger.

"Hey." Will greets as I walk into the kitchen

"Hi." I say back, my voice sounding small

"How big are you feelin'?" Will asks me

"Like I'm teetering on the edge of big and little." I respond

"Then can I feed you a bottle?" I get asked

I nod my head and sit on the couch.

"I'm sorry I ruined your date night." I apologize 

"Don't, you can't control when you turn little, and I mean come on, your best friend other than Mouse died." Will tells me

I nod my head and Will shakes the bottle in my face. I walk over and plant myself on his lap and lean back a little bit, the warm liquid feels good in my stomach and I let out a content sigh.

"You gonna stick with Mouse today?" Will asks me

"I'm gonna try." I respond

"Well you're already late so get goin' and take some stuff with you just in case." Will tells me

"Already on it." I say and walk out the door

The drive to the district is a struggle and when I got here, Mouse is the only one in the Intelligence office.

"Where is everyone?" I ask

"All with CI's in hopes of solving this case." Mouse tells me

I let out a hum and Mouse stands up and wraps me in his arms. I tuck my head in-between his neck and shoulder.

"No one knows how important the girl that died yesterday was to me." I mumble

"I know, let's sit down." Mouse suggests and I cling tighter to him

"Don't worry, I'm not leaving you." Mouse says in my ear

Mouse guides us back to his desk chair and sits back down with me straddling his lap.