Feel something.
Analgesia : unable to feel physical pain
______Wearing a black camouflaged face covering (like Krugers), black trousers and gloves, she approached the end of the road.
"It feels missing." She jumped out her rover, sitting by the cliff edge she had driven up to.
She rolled up her sleeves, examining her slashed, cut, ragged arms."..i cant even feel them." She continued to speak to herself, unable to look away from the wounds inflicted upon her own flesh.
"No one should know." Y/N sighed, hearing a car pull up. She quickly pulled her sleeves back down, grunting lowly at the sound of a car engine turning off.
Hearing feet trek to her side, she didnt look until the unknown person had sat down. Unbeknownst to her, they already knew what they saw.
"Y/N."
"Captain."
They greeted eachother, Y/N moving her face covering off and away from her head.
She looked down at her dangling legs, trailing to his side."Let me see your arms."
She panicked, her eyes grew wide in shock.
"Why?" She fought his request.
"Y/N thats an order, let me see your arms."
She stared blankly at him, wanting to refuse, but that her captain. She didnt want to be on his bad side.
".."
She rolled up one sleeve, attempting to save the other.
"Both, Y/N."
She looked at him in utter fear and embarrassment. She refused, looking down at her legs again.
"Why did this happen Y/N?"
"..i just wanted to feel something. I cant feel anything, Captain." She held herself in an embrace, looking down at the cliffs edge instead.
"I killed people and felt nothing anyway, Captain!" She whined slightly, putting the helmet back on.
"No one has to know. Dont tell anyone. Theyll fucking call me a freak like everyone else did. Theyll cut shapes and codes into me like everyone else did."
"No they wont. I wont. Ghost wont. Charly wont. Nobody will. And please, just call me John. I dont want to hear captain from you." He pulled her into an embrace, taking off her helmet she seeked so dearly for comfort.
"You are beautiful Y/N, remember that for me, yeah? Tell yourself that everyday so i dont have to remind you." He spoke softly, heat rushing to his face.
"I wont let anyone carve anything into you."
Y/N held back tears at the words she wanted to hear for all the years of her life.
"Youve given me everything i wanted with just those words, John!" She yelled into his chest, her eyes overflowing with tears of joy.
He began to cry aswell, knowing he had saved someone that day. Knowing he had saved someone special to him.
He trembled on his words, "i fucking love you, i wont let you get hurt." He held her tighter, embarrassed at the words that quickly flown out his mouth.
"I fricking love you too John. Dont ever leave me. Please." She finally felt something new; a welcoming warmth that built up.
He kissed her deeply, looking into her eyes. "I wont ever leave you, i promise."
She kissed him one last time to experience the warmth she never knew she longed for again.
And there they sat, enjoying eachothers company as the sun streaked across the clouds.
"Thank you, ive always wanted to feel, and youve given that to me."
"No worries, love." He chuckled lightly, earning a laugh from Y/N aswell.
"Lets head back now yeah?"
"Lets."
_________
He held her hand, leading her into the base, bidding her off with tipping his head like a gentleman from the west. (?)
"Whats with the hand holding?" Charly went up to Y/N, smirking.
Y/N held her helmet in her hands, smiling uncontrollably, looking back at price whos having the same situation with Simon.
They both nodded and turned back to their peers. "Were dating."
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