Call of oneshots

Rodion x Reader

A dying wish
(AngstToFluff, death, Dismemberment, ptsd and slight derealism)
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"Y/N!" A voice called out to her before she could reach her gun that had been kicked away.

"hng.." she flinched, realizing her entire arm had flown off. Explosions went off everywhere.

"HNNNM. FUCK." she screamed loudly, gritting her teeth. Her only arm gripped her shoulder, letting her tears flow freely.

She attempted to get up, before feeling a stinging sensation on her left leg. "Mhn," she flinched again, watching Her boyfriend, Rodion(Nikodim), come up to her.

"..put me out of my misery." Y/N pleaded, looking at him. Her lips curved into a gentle smile as he put one kiss one her lips. One last kiss.

He aimed his weapon to her heart, watching her close her eyes and take her ending.

BANG

"Hm!" Nikodim woke up in a cold sweat, at 1am sharp. He ran a hand through his hair, looking at his surroundings. He looked back at his hands, watching them snap back to uniformed gloves in that nightmare.

His hands began to shake, wrapping around his body for comfort. He got up, made his bed and put on regular everyday clothing.

He jogged around his quarters to get him ready and pumped up, even if he awoke incredibly early.

He shook everything off, wiping away sweat and tears. He didnt bother fitting on gloves for what he wanted to do.

He walked over to his partners quarters in the midst of the morning. He knocked at her door, not expecting an answer. The male wore a basic hoodie, gray in color. He also sported your everyday average sneakers and pants.

"Niko," he heard his nickname she made for him being called. He stopped his daydream and looked at her tear filled eyes.

"So we had the same dream, huh?" He spoke softly, closing the door behind him, hugging her tightly.

"Shh, shh." He calmed her actively flowing tears, silencing her cries with kisses. He continued being gentle.

"Just dont leave me Y/N." He started to worry and panic, making sure this wasnt some dream aswell. He felt around on her face, kneeling down to her level to butt foreheads.

"I love you. Dont ever think i ' ll leave you, Nikodim." She hugged onto him tightly, letting his arms snake their way around her again, feeling warmth.

"I love you too, Y/N. I always will. Now and forever. Always. To love you, is my dying wish."