Sinner | Draco Malfoy

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// song suggestions for this chapter,
505 : Arctic monkeys (slowed)
I wanna be yours : arctic monkeys
Daddy issues : slowed
call out my name : the weeknd (slowed)
High enough : k. Flay ( slowed)

you never brought it up, nor did you want to yet, things were going good with Draco, the occasional sneaking off with him that no one notices, or spending way too much time in his dorm room, things were finally brighter.

you were laying on the common room couch, Draco had somewhere to be, and you wasn't enjoying the feeling of your room, it could be that you got used to the feeling of sleeping in draco's bed, "y/n? Is that you." Blaise called out, making you snap your head looking behind you, "in the flesh." You replied, "how are you?" Blaise asked, weird but you didn't mind, "I'm doing pretty good, Blaise. How are you?" You said. "Thank you, I'm okay."

"Is something wrong?" You turned your body over to stare at the man who is sitting on the couch in front of you. "I wouldn't say wrong, I guess a bit envy." Blaise shrugged his shoulders, "envy of what?" You questioned.

"he finally got the girl." Blaise replied in a small voice, in blaise' mind he felt so belittled, he had the girl, he wanted the girl, he was forced not to have the girl. "Who are you talking about?" another sigh was released from his chest, "Draco." He whispered, hoping you wouldn't hear, but you did.

"Isn't it funny, how draco always manages to get everything?" Blaise talked in a monotone voice, "draco's not dating anyone, Blaise?" you raised an eyebrow at the boy, "shove off, cut the bullshit y/n, we all know." Blaise rolled his eyes at you, "I'm not fully understanding the situation Blaise, what seems to be the problem if draco has a girlfriend?"

"Because it's you! whoever has feelings for you, we all have to embarrass you the next day so that you can get over us." Blaise exclaimed, anger was so prominent in his statement. "He won't allow us to get too close to you, Fred admitted his feelings, Draco forced him to say it was a prank held by him, I finally had enough courage to ask you to be my girlfriend, he made me make fun of you in front of the whole school, we never wanted to do that."

you sat there shocked, "I'm sorry Blaise, I knew nothing." you replied with the same anger that guilt in Blaise was now starting the fire in you, "do you see exactly what I mean?" Blaise raised his eyebrow and you nodded your head, Blaise pulled out a beautifully wrapped cannabis flower in a perfect wrap, he brought it up to his lips, lighting the top of the joint and inhaling the smoke, "you should leave him." Blaise admitted, he was feeling better now.

"I can't do that," you replied, "and why?" Blaise stared at you with eyes that spoke hunger, he passed the joint over to you, and you placed it between your lips, inhaling the heavy smoke, "because he's the only thing that's making me happy in this messed up world." You replied with pure honesty, "but that's not fair." Blaise whined, "how can you be so dense?" he groaned.

"That's not your choice for me to break up with him, I understand that he did terrible things, but Blaise how can you come in here, and expect me to drop all ties with him?" you weren't angry, but you weren't calm. more of in between. "But how can you love someone who never gave anyone else a chance to love you?"

"What's going on here?" You didn't even notice the boy your heart somehow learned to love standing there, a hand on his hip, a scowl on his face. "Oh nothing, just catching up with the girl I was never allowed to love." Blaise shrugged, taking another hit of his joint.

"That's enough, Blaise." Draco warned, "so am I supposed to shut up again?" Blaise laughed, "enough for you, malfoy." Blaise sunk deeper in the arm chair, Draco walked over to you, "hello my love, are you ready?" Draco planted a kiss on your forehead. running his fingers through your hair as you sat on the couch. "Yes I am," you smiled sweetly at the boy in front of you.