you heard my mother and my father story well its time to tell mine
- sequel to loving aurora-
Cordelia de Luca is a seventeen-year-old daughter of Lorenzo and aurora de Luca
she has always been a bright child with an attitude just like her mother...
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-CAIDEN POV-
I left fuck I fucked up I shouldn't have left her there my phone died I have no charger and my mind is fucked up she fucking alive I spent eight years of my life getting at the fact my mother was dead and I couldn't do anything about it
that bitch left me and my little sister alone for what and she calls herself a mother she left and made a whole another family that fucking stupid I had to endure every single beating after that just to make sure he doesn't touch raven.
it was one-thirty in the morning I was at a bar and drunk "caiden," I heard that beautiful voice say I look to see my baby aw she so pretty
"darling what are you doing here," I slurred out and she shook her head grabbing my hand "I was worried about you, you kinda left me stranded in a park," she said and I dropped my head into her chest there so fluffy and soft like clouds
"im sorry," I slurred and she laughed rubbing my head "yea come on big guy let go back to the hotel," she said struggling to help me stand
I can't remember much but we were in the hotel and I was in bed and cora was taking my shoes off
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ah fuck what time is it I looked over to the clock it was eleven in the morning I rolled over looking for cora as the slight memories of last night appear
"look who awake," cora said walking out of the bathroom with a towel around her I sat up and rubbed my head I shouldn't have drunk so much "here some water and a pull for the headache," she said walking over to me handing me the stuff
I drowned it down and dropped my head she came in between my legs and held my head up making me look at her "im sorry for leaving you yesterday," I said I shouldn't have done that
"it fine you most defiantly showed me how sorry you were last night," she said undoing her towel showing me the hickeys all down her breast looking at them just made me hard
"How bad was I last night," I asked her and she laughed, "you said my boobs were like clouds and you were singing and dancing oh and you told me you love me who you have how beautiful I am and how you have to take five cold showers just not to fuck me," she said and I fell into her breast
"they are soft like clouds," I mumbled and she smacked me we stayed quiet for a minute before she broke it "are we gonna talk about it," she asked me and I pulled away from her standing up
"Did she say why," I asked her hoping she talked with her before I ran off I just want a fucking reason
"she just said your father was gonna kill her I told her I didnt want to hear anything she has to say unless I was with you," cora said walking into th closet grabbing her clothes
"That bitch," I spat out, "caiden dont say that," she yelled at me
"no, she left cause she was scared of my father what the fuck is wrong with her, yes she an asrshole I spent six years of my life getting my arss kicked by my father after her death I had to protect raven to make sure he never laid a hand on her," I shouted
"that bitch left us she a coward I had to watch my father beat her every single day she left that shit to me thinking it was gonna get better it never did, cora you wanna know how I found out she was dead I was eight on a field trip on my birthday I come home to find out my mother is dead,"
"my father drank after drink beating this hit out of me hiding it around I go to school every day with a new bruise they finally fucking stop when I got stronger and I tried to kill him he made me into what I am im just better than him, and Clarissa she has a new family it makes me think why wasn't raven and I good enough," I went on
im so fucking tired of the lies
"I should of fucking knew some shit like this was gonna happen first my grandmother return and now I see my dead beat of a fucking mother with her new family while my father get everything along with the new children he having with the stepmom of mine they get to be happy after fucking up my life and what do I get," I yelled
"no I get you, cora you are the only fucking reason I haven't lost my shit yet you are the only reason I believe in love your the only person I want to be better for," I said my voice breaking
she came over and wrapped her arms around my waist the wet tears dripping down my face I didnt even know I started crying I haven't cried since I found out she was dead
"let it out caiden dont keep it in anymore," she said rubbing my back ti cried in her arms I never thought I would see it but I cried
"why do every person I love ends up leaving me," I asked I wanted to know what was the reason am im that much of a bad person
"they never deserve you, the people who stay with you through thick and thin are the true ones who love you and would never leave and I love you and I will never leave you," she stated and every word felt was true
I never felt more home than in her home I just want to know why the fuck did she leave what even came to her mind to leave an eight and five-year-old alone with an abusive father who drank every night
the memory of me saving raven a thousand too many times to count I hate that she even has to live with that bastard I can't get her yet but I promise I will she means the world to me other than cora after he remarried the beaten stop and he changed in my stepmother words but he not he doesn't change
cora held me in her arms for so long whispering soft words in my ear make me feel better i felt loved
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it was around six and i just showed after my breakdown we got something to eat and slept in, when i walked into the room holding the towel around my waist
cora was on the phone when she saw me she hung up "who was that," I asked her she never really secretive
"um that was your mom," she said making me freeze "she isn't my mom and what did she want no how the hell did she get your number," I asked her trying hard to relax I didnt want to get angry at her when all she does is help me
"she wanted to meet and talk I told her I dont know you just let everything out so I dont think you wanted to, shit I should have asked im so stupid," she rambled out
I did let everything out and it felt good I know I won't forgive myself if I dont hear what she has to say I just wanna know what happens
"your not stupid doll but um set it up," I said facing my back towards her hoping she doesn't see the strained look on my face
"Are you sure caiden you dont have to," she asked me I wasn't sure but it needs to be done between this and my grandmother I think im gonna have a heart attack this is too much hell
"yes im sure set it up," I confirmed and she nodded and picked up her phone again
I went into the closet pulling out some clothes and getting dressed
"um okay that fine I tell him now," cora said getting off the phone and walking over to me "she wants to meet tomorrow for dinner at her house," cora said and my mind was telling me this shit was gonna be hard
but I need to go it not every day your mother comes up from the dead right?
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I wanted this out earlier but I got busy so it late so I see yall next week
