SINFULLY INLOVE. chenji

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they're cuddling on the sofa, with jisung's face buried on chenle's neck. they just laid there, comfortable with each other's warmth.

chenle stroked the taller boy's hair softly, he gulped after speaking, "hey.. jisung?" he doesn't know what to say or what to ask, he just wanted to see if jisung is already doing fine. after a few seconds, jisung hummed, "what is it?" he asked with a soft tone. chenle let out a sigh, "nothing." but the taller pulled away as he look at the older, "chenle, i'm okay. i know that you're worried about me, but i'm okay now." they looked at each other's eyes as jisung let out a small smile, "let's not just talk about it.. okay?"

but chenle wanted to talk about it, he wanted to know why jisung did that, he wanted to know what is the younger thinking about.

"but jisung.." he is worried, he wanted to comfort jisung. they're friends after all. the younger sighed as he stood up, he was about to walk away but chenle grabbed jisung's arm.

"let's talk about it."

jisung gave him a look, "talk about what?" chenle took a deep breath as he stood up as well. "why did you do that? what are you thinking—"

the younger pulled away from his arm harshly making chenle flinch, "i said i don't want to talk about it." he tried his best not to yell, he doesn't want the older to know.

"I don't care if you yell at me, I don't care if you hit me, I don't care if you hurt me. I will still force you to tell me why did you do that."

maybe he should tell chenle, and maybe he shouldn't. he's not sure about it. what if chenle judges him or hurts his feelings again? will chenle understand him? maybe nothing will change if they talk about it, chenle will still not love him back.

"you wouldn't understand me." he said with a cold tone, making chenle hiss. "that's why i wanted to talk about it so that i can understand you." chenle said.

jisung closed his eyes tightly, "please, chenle."

"jisung, don't worry. i will listen—"

"i said i don't want to talk about it. no is a no!" the younger finally yelled, he can't take it anymore. he's not in his right mind to think and here is chenle forcing him instead of comforting him.

chenle looked down and frowned, he then loosen his grip on jisung's arm, "i'm.." now he regret forcing the younger, he just wanted to know what's disturbing jisung's mind. he wanted to know what's jisung thinking about, so he can comfort him. "...sorry." jisung closed his eyes, trying to collect himself. he goes to the kitchen, leaving chenle in the living room. chenle sat down on the couch silently, he bit his lip, too hard. he doesn't care if it bleeds.

"i hurt him." and he doesn't mean to, he just wants to make the younger feel alright, but he just made it worse, he hurts his feelings even more.

a loud ring echoed through the silent room, it was jisung's phone who's placed on the coffee table.

chenle looked at the caller's ID, and it's says 'jeno hyung'. he doesn't know who jeno is, but he wanted to answer it. it's really awkward if jisung goes back to the living room just to get the phone after their small fight. maybe answering the phone is a good thing, right?

he gulped, he grabbed the phone and pressed the green button.

"uh.. jisung?"

"uh... hey! this is chenle. jisung's friend. uh... jisung is doing something." who's jeno? and what's his relationship with jisung? are they friends or something?