SINFULLY INLOVE. chenji

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the two males are silently walking on the sidewalk, hands intertwined and earphones plugged in their ears as they enjoy the calm wind, matching the vibe of the song they're listening to. jisung started to hum the song, catching chenle's attention. he's low-key good at singing, chenle thought. the way his deep voice matches the song and the way he hummed the instrumentals like goddamn it, it drives chenle crazy. not to mention how he looked so good in chenle's sight, the way his eyes shine, the way the wind hits his face, making his hair flow, the way he shines under the sunlight, his perfect side view and everything, he's so pretty—


"why are you looking at me like that?" jisung noticed that chenle is looking at him. looking at him like he's a beautiful masterpiece, "you're looking at me like you're looking at an angel." he said, making chenle blush and hide his face in his hand. jisung giggled, "you're blushing."


"i can't help it. you're looking so goddamn beautiful." chenle replied with a flustered smile, he still can't take off his eyes to jisung, it feels like he wants to stare at him every single second.


jisung squished the older's cheek, "you're too obvious, i know how beautiful i am but no need to stare at me like a creep." he joked, but chenle took it seriously, "are you uncomfortable?" he asked, jisung chuckled, "no, i am not. i'm just joking 'cuz you're looking at me like it's your first time seeing a beautiful man." the younger laughed. 


"it's true though, it's my first time seeing an actually beautiful and ethereal man."


"you haven't seen yourself in the mirror?" jisung asked with a flirty smile, chenle laughed, "you're bad at flirting! stop that!" chenle slightly pushed him as both of them laughed. "teach me how to, then." said jisung before he stopped walking, he faced chenle and leaned closer. he can't hide his smile when he saw the older being flustered, "c'mon, show me how to."

seeing how close they are, chenle tried to step back but jisung placed a hand on his waist. he looked up, seeing the taller male smiling proudly. chenle tried pushing jisung away but the younger kept on getting closer. "are you shy?" jisung asked, his voice getting lower. chenle can't help but squeal inside, he can feel his cheeks getting hot and his heart won't calm down.

what is this feeling? 

jisung leaned closer, tilting his head while raising an eyebrow, driving chenle more insane, "am i that bad at flirting? i don't think so, you're blushing so hard right now." he chuckled. he was about to say another word when chenle suddenly leaned in, closing the gap between them. jisung's eyes are widened, the feeling of chenle's lips on his feels like heaven, it's just a peck but he can see the stars and the whole universe with just one small kiss.

chenle pulled away with a smile on, "you're talking too much, i'm sorry i had to interrupt you." he slightly pushed jisung away, "you're too confident to show your flirty side," chenle laughed, "you almost forgot that we're in public." he said before taking jisung's hand as the continued walking.


"you like that side of me though."

chenle just smiled at what jisung said. he's right though, he likes that side of jisung. it drives him insane and he likes it. but he doesn't know why it feels good whenever the younger is flirting with him. shouldn't he feel disgusted since they're just friends? well, he doesn't. it never crosses his mind that he should be disgusted and ashamed for being romantic with his best friend. he doesn't care what people think about him. he likes what he's doing and no one can stop him.

but one specific question hunts chenle's mind.


does he like jisung? like, romantically? 

he doesn't want to know the answer but that question keeps repeating inside his head. he's afraid that once the found out the answer, he might distance himself from jisung and their bond will no longer be the same. he's afraid, especially of himself. he's afraid of what he might express or how he expresses his feelings. well, you can't blame him, he hasn't been in a relationship and he doesn't know what romantic love is, it's his first time feeling all of those and he's having a hard time figuring out what he actually feels about jisung.