SINFULLY INLOVE. chenji

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when they got home, they immediately changed their clothes to comfortable ones. jisung is laying on the bed, doing nothing, while the older male is sitting on the study table, doing some kind of stuff.

they don't have other things to do, so it's pretty boring...

jisung slowly closed his eyes as he sighed, he took a pillow and buried his face in it, snuggling comfortably. 

he can't help but think about him and chenle. especially to what happened earlier, and now he's wondering why the older acting like he wants his affection. earlier, after the two went out of the restroom, chenle keep on holding jisung's hand, resting his head on the younger's shoulders, clinging to him like he was going to disappear any second and it makes jisung confused, what are all those?

he's too deep in his thoughts to realize that chenle is already slipping an arm on his waist, back hugging him. 

"are you asleep?" chenle asked, snuggling close to jisung. 

jisung shook his head, "no." 

the older male giggled, "do you want to sleep? should i turn off the lights?" chenle asked, the younger shook his head once again. "hmm? are you okay?" he held the jisung's hand, playing with it, "is everything alright?" chenle asked once again when he noticed that jisung is not responding.

jisung finally removed the pillow that was covering his face, he looked at chenle with a forced smile, "everything's alright, i'm just... i'm alright." 

"you sure? you don't seem alright." 

"i'm sure, lele."

chenle frowned, jisung seems like he's not in the mood, "okay, then. i'll just go downstairs." he was about to stand up but he felt jisung's grip on his hand tighten, signaling him to stay. 

"stay here, please."

so, he did what the younger male told him. he stayed in his position. there was a long silence after jisung faced him, he immediately hugged chenle, "can i hug you like this?" he asked after placing a hand inside chenle's shirt, slowly rubbing his back. 

he giggled, "it tickles" he then placed his hand on jisung's head, patting it softly, "but sure." he then nodded. 

"i wanted to tell you something."

"oh, what is it?" chenle started to feel crazy when jisung placed his head on his neck and when he felt jisung's breath ghosting on it. this feels wrong yet it seems so right.

"but first, can i ask you something?" when chenle nodded, he continued, "you seemed so clingy to me earlier, what's the meaning of that?" he asked.

chenle raised an eyebrow, "what do you mean? there's no meaning. i just wanted to give you my affection because you needed it."

"but i didn't ask you to give me some."

the older male pouted, "so you're saying that you don't want my affections? should i stop being clingy then? do you hate it?" 

jisung chuckled, "no, chenle. what i'm saying is, you don't have to give me some. you're already doing anything for me just to make me happy, and it is enough." he smiled.

"i'm glad to hear, but seriously, you need it." he caressed the younger's cheek, "you need to feel the love that you've wanted to feel for years."