Hey, I have a very important thing to announce. This announcement was already posted on my board a week ago, but it barely gets noticed, so I decided to announce it here as well.
I've been thinking of discontinuing my book this book, but I'm having doubts. I want to discontinue it because I have completely lost interest in continuing it. Not only that but because I find the plot quite questionable and dark, growing up made me realize that, this book is full of serious issues, questionable plots, and disturbing events. One thing to add up, I don't really like how I wrote this book, I was about 13 when I started writing this and now that I'm all grown up, it made me cringe so bad. So, I basically lost interest. Don't get me wrong, I adore this book so much because it is my first book to blow up, I liked the idea and the plot, but it is messy. But looking at the bright side, I kinda want to finish this book before taking a break, but the cons is, if I continue writing it, I won't stick to my original plot and probably might change almost everything, and if I do continue writing it, you might probably wait for months for me to drop a new chapter (It's either I change the plot and hurriedly write the book to the end, or I will continue the book but will take occasional breaks midway through writing.) It is hard for me to formulate new events, situations, settings, plots, etc. because I feel languid about it. Also, I wanted to continue writing because I don't want to disappoint you and myself, I've been writing this book for years and I want to reach the end, but again, I lack interest, so it is hard for me. I don't want to keep you waiting. Obviously, I've lost my active readers because of being inactive and I am really disappointed. I want to satisfy and entertain you with my stories.
I have made decisions but am still unsure, so I wanted you to hear me out so you can be aware. The majority of the voices in my head say that I should continue so, no need to panic. I will continue but I don't know how.
Should I stick to this ball game like we used to or change my pathway?
I've been also thinking about writing books outside of Chenle and Jisung. As you know, I am also a fan of Queen (band), so I wanted to MAYBE make a fiction book about those oldies. Aside from the fan fiction, I also wanted to write some different things, different genres, and different people. I realized it when I joined a writing contest at my school, it made me realize that I should probably write something out of fanfiction. I think it will also be helpful because it will help me to express myself even more, not only focusing on certain people, and writing about them in an alternative universe, but also for me to express my emotions, expand my writing skills and knowledge, share some ideas and stories and for some wide variety of people to relate to my stories.
Should I do it?
What are your thoughts and suggestions?
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SINFULLY INLOVE. chenji
Fanfiction❝i'll make sure that you will love me back.❞ in where park jisung kidnapped his crush, zhong chenle, just to make the older love him back, but after what he did, do you think chenle will love him back? [slow updates]
