Mr Bright Side

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Tw: heavy depression, attempted suicide.

Leon's pov

Takas always so happy when he's with mondo. I know their just best friends but I always feel awful when their together. I could never make taka smile the way mondo dose. I could never make taka laugh the way mondo dose. Maybe takas better off with mondo.

I try to stay positive but it's just so hard. I feel so useless to everyone. Maybe it would be better if I just dropped dead.

That's what I thought as I put the noose around my neck. I hesitated as I stood on the chair. I didn't really want to die but I didn't know what else to do. I just wanted this pain to stop. I want these awful thoughts to go away. I want-

"Leon what are you doing!" I looked down to see my boyfriend taka looking horrified.

I immediately burst into tears "I'm sorry. I'm so so sorry"

"hey its ok baby just come down here" taka said as he gently helped me down and held me close as I sobbed in his chest.

Maybe things really will be ok.

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