The rose and the sunflower.
The girl with the golden eyes and the boy with a golden heart.
The girl that believed love was just a fairytale and the boy that believed fairytales are just stories waiting to come true.
'I used to think love was a point...
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2014.
That fuckin- oh my god why won't it shut up.
I swear I hit the alarm a hundred times until it finally turns off.
I shouldn't be up this early. It's not even nine in the morning yet but Harry is going up to the Mammoth Mountain with my favourite person, Kendall, for the day so I'm up. I told him he didn't have to come before to see me but he insisted. With that thought rubbing through my mind of getting to see him very soon, I actually get up.
After freshening myself up I make sure to put on actual clothes so I look presentable. I don't want candle- I mean Kendall's first time meeting me in person to be me hungover in pyjamas. So what do I do? I'm casual, looking as though I'm not actually trying. I put on leggings instead of sweats along with a tight fitted plain black crop top, but I wear Harry's red flannel that he left here over it.
He loves when I wear his clothes. I love when I wear his clothes. It's a win win.
I put small random braids under my hair so that when I tuck it behind my ears you see them, kind of inspired by my queen Kat Stratford.
When I go down to the kitchen it takes me a second to remember where everything is kept. I'm still not used to Niall's house even though it's been about a week of me living here.
In fact, I've barely actually been here at all the last week because Emma met Chelsea and Melissa which meant getting to know each other, and their ways of getting to know each other involves going out. A lot. It's been a fun week though and we definitely ended the year on a high note.
I sit on the counter next to the coffee machine and wait for it to brew. Of course I'm the only one awake. The three girls who I rung in the new year with are all crashed around the house. I'm pretty sure Emma ended up in Niall's room, which he won't be pleased about, and Chelsea on the living room floor next to Melissa on the couch.
Last night was a blur. I don't remember anything at all that happened after I watched Emma take a shot off of Melissa's body. Or was it Chelsea? Either way, that's the only recollection I have of the night. I swear I've never drank so much in my life and I barely ever drink.
I blame Chels, she's a bad influence on me.
The boys were everywhere last night. I think Harry, Niall and Liam were in New York and right now I can't even remember where Louis and Zayn were, I just know that we were all in different times zones.
That reminds me, I wonder what time Niall will be getting back. He told me he's coming here early on New Year's day after he crashed at a hotel in New York, so I'm half expecting him to show up around noon.
