The rose and the sunflower.
The girl with the golden eyes and the boy with a golden heart.
The girl that believed love was just a fairytale and the boy that believed fairytales are just stories waiting to come true.
'I used to think love was a point...
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Jealousy. I think that's what I'm feeling right now.
Lately, I've been very confused about my feelings towards a certain green eyed boy. I thought I got over him and put aside the crush I had, but the feelings came back. I couldn't control it. I really wish I could though because now that he's showing interest in another girl, a girl who's not me, I have this feeling in my chest. To top it all off, when he came to me and asked for advice, the pang I felt in my chest grew.
It's definitely jealousy.
Today, Harry asked me for girl advice on how to get the one and only Taylor Swift to stay interested in him. After I spoke to him I decided to go to the park nearest to my house and skate on the concrete. I tried thinking about my feelings towards Harry, even though he clearly does not feel the same way.
Am I even sure I have feelings for Harry?
After what felt like two hours, but was really only thirty five minutes, I gave up on skating and laid down on my back in the grass. Probably not smart to lie in the grass of a public park but I don't care. I stare up at the sky as it changes colours whilst the sun is setting. I lay here, lost in my thoughts. I'm just so confused because I've never felt like this about a boy before.
I feel like I'm being watched once a few more minutes pass and it makes me slightly uncomfortable. I decide to get up and make my way over to the bench I had left my board by. A boy with brown hair, and from what I could tell blue eyes, is sitting here by himself.
I saw him looking at me a moment ago while I was getting up, so I glance back at him to get a better look but he turns away when we make eye contact for less than a second. I step on the edge of my board so it would swing up for me to catch it. I notice the boy looking back at me again when he sees me get the board.
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