Chapter 11

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I don't know how my face looked like,but as I stepped foreward,

everybody seemed to calm down and Lucaria's face fell dramatically to the floor once again.

Of course that image did not last long,as soon as I opened my mouth.

''I say yes''I barelly voiced...and then chaos.

I first heard Jake's loud and strong voice.

''Are you out of your freaking mind Bella?''

And that comment pretty much set everybody else off.

I could only hear my name called a lot in between curses and complaints.

Renesmee then run to me and hugged me tightly!

''Thank you Momma''she said loud enough so everybody could hear.

And they all stopped talking at once.My babe sure knows how to shush a room.

But to be honest I didn't know why she was thanking me either!

''Thank you for giving me a friend to play with!''

She went on pressing her body even closer to mine.''You are the only one who thinks about me!''

That did it.I could not stand it anymore.I felt guilty to my very core.

''No Renesmee I'm the only one that does not''

I said in the smallest voice possible.

Her now confused face urged me to go on.

''If I thought about you the moment I had to

make a choice I would have said no,

because

, Renesmee,

if Lucaria stays here the Volturi and God knows who else

,are going to pay us a ''visit'' in no time,

and that would only mean losing you or somebody from our family.

But...but Lucaria is only a child after all,

and even though she's very..very special in her own way,that doesn't mean she is not a child carving for love

,and since our familly and I say familly not coven is bonded with love

,why not share it?''

As I finished I looked up to see a crying Lucaria and I felt the need to hold and soothe her.

So I closed the short distance seperating us and still holding Renesmee in my arms I hugged both girls,who were by now both crying,

tightly in my arm.

After a minute or so,they had calmed a little so I let them go,motioning them to go sit to the sofa.

When they did,

I slowlly lifted my head to face my angry or furious even familly and friend.

I was shocked when I took in their expressions.

They were not angry but not happy either...

They all seemed to be in deep thought.

I stood up and made my way were Edward was.I stayied a good five foot away,not sure If he was ready to face me or even tolerate me right then.

But really, I only wanted him to hold me and take my fears away.

I stood there awkwardlly,and letting my shield drop I silently asked him ''May I?''

He just gave me the ''are-you-crazy?'' look and embraced my frozen form.

That seemed to help a little.

''Well''Carlisle broke the silence after a good three minutes.

''It seems we have lots of things to talk about.

And with that he left the room,not before saying

''In the dinning table''

over his shoulder though.

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Hey guys.Chapter 10 and 11 were too short so they should really be one,but IDK..

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