Chapter 7: Flings
Lumapat ang kanyang labi sa aking noo kaya napapikit ako. Hindi ko siya naitulak. His kiss is warm and comfortable.
"Do you even like me?" mababa kong tanong.
"I don't want to let go of you so that means yes." he firmly responded.
Bahagyang tumaas ang aking kilay. "Ilang linggo mo palang akong nakilala. I don't believe in love at first sight or like, rather."
Tumindig ang aking balahibo nang hinagod niya ang aking likod at baywang. A ghost smile crept in his lips again but he did not say anything but instead, sumiksik siya sa aking leeg. Ngumuso ako. He is really clingy and childish.
Sa tuwing ganito siya, hindi ko naisip na isa pala siyang mayamang hinahangaan ng madla. He just scooted unto me like a pampered, spoiled child. Nagulat ako nang inangat niya ang aking kamay upang mayakap din siya.
"Hug me please..." paos niyang bulong.
Kinagat ko ang aking pang-ibabang labi at ginawa ang inutos niya.
"I don't want to pressure you so I'll be waiting and pursuing you until you decide that you can trust me with your feelings..."
Natutop ang aking labi. I have never been into a relationship. I have never been to a moment like this where all seriousness about two opposite gender is at hand. I felt the thrill and at the same time my reluctance.
But okay, let's gamble this. Love is a gambling game anyway, a risk to take.
"So no more huggings and touchy moves..." sabi ko.
Agad siyang dumaing at tumingin sa akin. His left side of the face is resting on my shoulder. Pinindot niya ang tungki ng aking ilong.
"No. I want to hold you." kontra niya.
"Pero hindi 'yan ginagawa ng lalaking nanligaw." taas kilay kong sabi.
"It is now." seryoso niyang bulyaw.
"Gawa-gawa ka lang, ah."
He smirked and kissed my neck lightly.
"Fidai!"
"Oh, sorry..." he chuckled.
Tinulak ko na siya at tinapunan ng tingin. Naglakad na ako palabas ng kusina at ito siya, sinusundan ako at humalakhak. Nakasalubong ko si Kaden sa patio kaya ngumiti ako ng malapad.
"Hi, Kad. Take Fidai to your room, will you?" nakangiti kong sinabi.
He looked taken aback from my enthusiasm.
"O-Oh, okay..."
Ngumiti akong bumaling kay Fidai na nakatitig sa akin na parang nananantya. Iniwan ko na sila at naglakad patungo sa sariling kwarto.
Agad napawi ang aking ngiti at sumandal ako sa pintuan habang nakahawak sa dibdib. Parang lalabas na sa tadyang hawla ant puso sa lakas ng pagtibok. I pretended to be calm earlier because I don't how else to react. Umakto akong natural lang ngunit nanginginig na ang aking kalooban.
Bumagsak ako sa higaan at siniksik ang ulo sa unan. Fidai... Everything is says is too tempting and thrilling but I'm scared. Nalilito ako pero desidido akong sumubok ngunit hindi ang lahat. Wala naman sigurong mawawala kung susubukan ko.
Ilang minuto akong nananatili sa ganoong posisyon bago ko naisipan na maligo na lamang. Pinagpawisan ako kanina ngunit hindi naman inaamoy. I'll be embarrassed if I smell bad in front of Fidai.
A knee length dress in the color of violet, that's what I wore. Pantulog ko iyon dahil komportable ang tela nito. My room is just an average girl kind of room. A light pink background and few aesthetic designs and things.
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