Utaite Oneshots✨

Puddles of Tears (A)

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Pairing: EveSou
Www yes EveSou angst
Eve's perspective by the way!
Enough talking Ramen!
Let's begin shall we?
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Rain.
Tap, tap, tap.
The tapping of rain on the ground.
It doesn't seem right.
But you still want to go out in it.
So I, of course, followed you.

Thinking it'd be fine.

We walk, hand in hand, my other hand holding the umbrella.
I know there are some knots in our hands, but we will surely untie them.

Together.

Is what I thought.

The gray sky.
The rain falling from it.

Ha.

The rain pours even more.
Dripping and tapping faster.

But we still walked,
Our hands never letting go of each other's.

Surely these knots couldn't get any worse.

Could they?

Is what I thought.

Right before it happened.
Right before you dropped.
Right before you were on your knees, me frantic about what had happened.
Right before you smiled painfully, knowing what had happened.
Right before your last tears went down.
Right before you whispered something, something that I knew would never come back.

"I love you."

Before your last breath.
Before I knelt besides you,
Tears.
Everywhere besides you.
The rain hadn't been making that puddle.
It was me.

Now I know.
These knots have been untied,
You not being there.

Not being there to be with me.
Not being there to do all the things I had planned for the two of us.
Not being there to untie these knots with me as we continue this journey of life.

"You remember those days? I do too."

I whispered, placing the roses along the gray tombstone that belonged to you.

I remember those days.

The days I spent with you.
The wonderful things we did.
The beautiful smile you shyly showed.
The things we pointed out.
The amazing songs we sung.
The laughter of us just being with one another.

Now all gone.

I tried to forget them.
But how could I?
Those were the best days of my life.
Even the smallest things that we did.
They still stayed.

It brought me pain, longing for that same love I felt for you.

The rain finally stopped.
My puddle of tears, still there.
Lingering.
But now.

I walk back.

Alone.

Wishing you were there.

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(A/N)
I cried while writing this while playing Ayatori/あやとり in the background.

The song is what motivated me to write this story which is why I played it in the background of this chapter!

Anyway, check out the lovely kokomi_chi_! They're really funny and amazing!

That's all I have today!
Now excuse me while I cry over this.

Get some water and plenty of rest!

-Ramen Out!💫