Alex's POV :
I was so disappointed when Mia told me that she has a date. But what can I do? I was the one who pushed her away.
I have always been in love with Mia. We both were so happy, when we started dating. She was the only girl I used to think about. Then something happened rather I can say someone happened. That someone told me to broke my relationship with Mia and I did. Because I didn't have any other option. That was so heart breaking for me. I knew Mia would come to wish me on my birthday so I execute the plan to hurt Mia.
I still remember the day when Mia came to my house and saw me kissing Sasha. Her eyes were filled with pain and hurt. I avoided looking into her eyes. I should've begged for her forgiveness instead I denied our relationship. That night I couldn't sleep. Guilt was eating me alive. After that day we avoided each other. I decided to let her go. She doesn't deserve someone like me who is coward.
We didn't even talk to each other for 2 years. Usually stealing glances in hallways or in classes. I was dating Sasha that time. Everything was going smoothly. But then I saw her at Veronica's place.
Flashback
I noticed Mia when she came inside from the door. She is looking so beautiful. I couldn't keep my eyes off her. She came inside with her friends and stood near the kitchen. Xander went towards them, when he saw Aria. He thinks nobody knows about his feelings for Aria. But we know.
Some boy came near Mia. He said something to her and she nodded her head. They went in kitchen and took shots. Then they came in middle of living room where everyone was dancing. I stood there watching them while drinking. I wanted to punch him so bad. They were grinding against each other. My grip on glass tighten. I threw that glass on floor. Before I know, I was walking towards them. I held her hand and pulled her closer to me. She was clearly drunk.
" Hey she was dancing with me" That asshole said holding her hand.
" leave her hand" I said. Trying to stop myself from punching him. But he gripped her hand tighter. I swung my fist on to his nose. He fell on floor. I pulled Mia with me outside of house.
" Alex leave my hand" Mia said trying to pull away from me. I pulled her towards my car. After opening door of Passanger seat I told her to sit inside.
" No I am not going anywhere with you" She said crossing her arms near her chest.
" You are coming with me and that's final" I said.
" But we are drunk Alex" She said. Oh shit we are drunk and I can't take a risk of driving.
" Ok then. I am booking the cab" I said. I booked the cab and it came in 10 minutes. We got in back seat. Mia was leaning on my shoulder.
We reached near my house in 15 minutes. After paying for cab, I held Mia's waist and started walking inside. We both were struggling to walk.
Thank god, no one is home today. Mom and dad are as usual on business trip Leah is staying with my Aunt. We went inside. Mia sat on couch looking around living room.
" Do you want something?" I asked her.
" Yes. I want beer" She said.
" No beer for you Mia. You are already drunk" I said.
" Please please please Alex" She said pouting. I shook my head no.
" Please Alex" She said again. I sighed.
" Ok wait here. Don't go anywhere" I said in stern voice.
I went in kitchen and took out bottle of Budweiser which belongs to my dad. He doesn't know that I drink from his beer bottles. After taking out two wine glasses from cabinet, I went in living room. Mia was still sitting on couch. I filled two glasses. I gave her one glass and started drinking from another.
" I want more" Mia said after finishing her drink. She grabbed bottle from table in front of us.
" No Mia that's enough" I said trying to snatch bottle from her hand. She hold that bottle on mouth and started chugging. I grabbed that bottle forcefully and threw it on floor.
" You are mean"Mia yelled at me. She is looking so cute with angry face.
I smiled at her. What's happening? I am so drunk. Mia was saying something but my focus was on her lips. They are looking so soft. I grabbed her waist and smashed my lips on her's. First she wasn't kissing me back, after sometime she started responding. She broke our kiss and started kissing my neck. I groaned and pulled away.
" Mia I want you" I said breathless.
" And I want you Alex" She said. I smiled at her and picked her up in my arms.
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Please skip if you are not comfortable.I went in my room with Mia in my arms. I gently put her my bed. Her eyes were filled with lust. She took off her dress. I took off my t-shirt. She walked towards me and threw her arms around my neck. I leaned down and kissed her. She wrapped her legs around my waist and I started walking towards bed. We both fall on bed still kissing. After breaking kiss, I looked into her eyes.
" Alex I am virgin" She whispered. I smiled and kissed her forehead.
" I am virgin too" I said. Her eyes shot up in surprise. Then she smiled. She pulled my belt off. I unzipped my pants.
I pushed my cock in her hole gently. She moaned. I sucked on her right nipple and squeezed her left breast. First I let her adjust to my size and then pushed inside. She cried in pain and pleasure. I kept kissing her forehead.
" Alex you can move" Mia whispered. I started moving inside her slowly.
" Please Alex go fast" She said. I lost my control there and started going fast.
" Mia I can't take it anymore" I said. Her nails are digging on my back. I drove into her hard and fast. Her moans and my grunts filled the room. After sometime we found our release. I held her closer to me, after pulling out.
" I love you Mia" I whispered.
Next Morning
I woke up with weight on my chest. I rubbed my eyes and looked at the person sleeping on me. My eyes widened after looking at that person. Mia.
Events from last night came in my mind like a movie. Oh shit. How could I lost my control like that? This is wrong. Mia doesn't deserve this. I heard groaning sound. Mia was waking up. I have to do something.
" Wake up Mia" I said in cold tone. While my heart is breaking. She slowly opened her eyes. When she looked at me, her eyes widened.
" Alex?" She asked.
" Yes Mia. You have to get ready and go home before anyone come here" I said with a blank face. I am sorry love, but I have to do this.
" Alex what are you- " Mia was trying to say but I cut her off.
" Mia we had sex and it was a mistake. I am with Sasha and I can't betray her. Please go home" I said trying to control myself from crying. She changed into her clothes from last night and came near me. I didn't look into her eyes. Then I felt stinging on my right cheek. She slapped me.
" I hate you Alex. I hate you so much" She said crying. I am sorry baby but I have to do this.
Mia ran out of my house. I fell on my knees and cried. I lost her again.
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RomantiekSpin off to ' When First Love Becomes Forever' Mia Williams She is an independent woman. Feisty girl since high school. Mia thinks she will never find true love because what happened in her past. But what will happen if the boy who broke her...