Glad That You Exist

CHAPTER XXI ⚜ Jealous Gone Wrong

Onyx POV

Two weeks after our "VIP date" at Amusement Park, Selo indeed courted me. He didnt even asked if he could court me or what, but he do it with action.

Tinanong ko siya kung bat di man lang niya ako tinanong kung payag ba akong magpaligaw sa kanya. But I was offguard when he answered me.

"I am not a man of word Babe, I am a man of action. And even if you didnt agree, I will still courting you. Even if you like it or not." Seryoso nitong usal sa akin. Natameme nalang ako dahil sa sinagot niya.

True to what he said. He courted me, I dont know how things work in this court thingy. Im a hopeless romantic person. And I dont know what would happend next.

Sa araw araw na ginawa ng Diyos, he always accompany me in school. Together with the three Adorkable friend if him. Mukha lang kaming nabuong barkada na laging tumatambay, kung hindi mo kami kilala personally you might think of that, but we're not just friends.

I'm shookt also when his friends, Kaito and the twins, knows about his feelings about me, and they supported him in every way they can. Specially my two cousin, though naghihigpit parin naman silang dalawa sa akin, ewan ko din.

They didnt even judge him or me, for having this kind of relationship. But instead, they are happy for the both of us. I dont know either why? Eh wala pa naman kaming relasyon. Yeah. Wala PA!

We share quality time to each other. He always pleased me, he gave me foods that I love. We always spend our time together by just talking to each other. And yes, he's been doing this kind of thingy since the day we had our VIP date. And I loving all the attention and caring that Im receiving from Selo.

I always have this feeling of inhibition inside of me regarding this kind of relationship. Maybe I am just afraid to extent that Im refraining myself to accept this kind of feeling. It always make me anxious everytime that I am alone, but when I am with Selo, I never feel it, he never make me feel that way.

This is the problem with me, I am afraid of accepting someone that I think will eventually leave me, I am scared of losing someone that I love, and I am not that brave enough to handle another pain. I might breakdown and torn into pieces,again. I am still in the process of healing myself.

"Penny for your thoughts?" Asked by the person who sitted beside me. Kuya Mond

"Mukha ka talagang pera!" Natatawa kong sagot sakanya. Natawa na lang din ito sa sinabi ko.

"Of course, I am! So spill the tea Bunso." Pangungulit nito sa akin. Ganon na ba ako kahalata sa kanilang lahag dito sa bahay?

"U-uhm," nahihiya kong panimula, I dont know how to asked this. "How will you know if you like someone?" Mahina kong tanong sa kanya.

Akala ko naman hindi niya maririnig dahil lumipas na ang ilang minuto ay hindi parin ito sumasagot.

"Dont answer it, its nothing. Im just curios." Pagpigil ko sa kanya, pero ng tignan ko ito ay tinitignan na pala niya ako.

"You already like that someone Nyx," ngiti nitong sagot sa akin. "You will not asked me a question like this if you dont have feelings about that person." Naguguluhan naman ako sa sagot niya.

"Hindi ba pwedeng curios lang ako? Its just a plain question Kuya. Dont put malice on it, will you?" Naiirita kong sabi sa kanya.

"You know deep down on you its not just a plain question, Onyx." Napatigil naman ako dahil sa sinabi ni Kuya.

Matagal na katahimikan ang bumalot sa amin dalawa habang nakatambay dito sa Pavillion ng mansyon. Sobrang tahimik ng gabi kaya ito ang namutawi sa pagitan namin.