Until we finally meet~Jaden hossler

4 years later...

The last 4 years have been a mess. I graduated a few months ago and my music carreer has been at an all time high, but it hasn't been easy.

Jaden and Mads had gotten together after an argument. Nessa and I got closer than we had ever been during that time. Nessa came out as bi, said she had figured it out the night of the party, she also released a couple of songs including one with Jaden, called La di die before her 2 albums. Jaden and Mads' relationship didn't quite last. Soon enough, Jaden and Nessa got on talk shows and what not. But that professional cooperationship soon evolved into a full on relationship, i felt betrayed, sure. But i got over it, what hurt me more was the fact that they got a dog and named him Blaze.

I cut ties with the both of them, even if they were still very important to me, i couldn't bear to see my bestfriend take my spot next to someone i loved so much.

Natalia got married, sooner than what she said she would get married back in highschool, she had even gotten pregnant, 6 months with her first child.
Ashley and Liv started their own business. Real Estate, listed with the best houses in the market. Gigi was casted in several movies in the last 3 years, began as side roles but she's now the lead of what's expected to be one of the best franchieses of the decade.

I'm still friends with the boys after all this time however. Sway split up. Jaden and Josh dont talk at all and the rest try to keep Jaden at a "safe" distance, not only because of me but also because of what he did to Josh.

'Hey, you alright?' Josh said sitting next to me on the studio couch as he handed me a water bottle.
'Yeah, just thinking.' i said, not looking at him.
'About?' he asked opening a bag of chips. Jaden.
'Oh you know, how to spice up the song..' i lied.
'I will simply pretend like you didnt just lie bluntly to my face right now and tell you to put a change of key on the second verse and add a breakdown before the outro.' he said.

'I will also pretend like i didn't just lie to you, and will ask you since when you know so much about all of this music...stuff' i say, turning towards him and looking at him in the eye for the first time.
'I want to help you mags. And it wouldnt be quite so easy if i didn't know anything about the subject..' he smiled.
'You're an angel,' i said giving him a sad  smile, 'I owe you so much i cant even-'
'How about you start by giving me that date i told you about 3 years ago?' he asked hopefully. I thought about it for a few seconds.
'You know what, yeah. I'll go on a date with you.' i smiled. He stood up almost agressively.
'ARE YOU SERIOUS??'
'Yeah, pretty serious'
'LET'S GOOOOOO'
I couldn't help but chuckle, 'Alright, alright, let's not get ahead of ourselves. It's just a date. When and where?'
'Oh uhhh, right, yeah, yeah of course... uh, tonight, ill pick you up at 9, be ready. Something fancy.'
'It's six o'clock...' i said looking at my phone.
'Well, better get home.' he said, turning to leave, but turning around and kissing me on my cheek.

Christian, my manager and producer, turned around in his chair.
'You made him wait 3 years for a date?' he asked smirking.
'I didn't make him wait for anything. I told him to move on. But i guess i gave in.' i said.
'He's a good one. Don't fuck it up.' said Christian.
'I know...I'll try. Have you heard his idea?'
'Yeah, we'll work on it next time, i think it could be good.'
'I can do it now.'
'No, you have a date to get ready for. Go home, i'll see you tomorrow.'
'Bye Christian.'
'Goodnight Mags.'

I opened the door to the penthouse, throwing the keys on the entrance table.
'Don't fuck it up' i repeated outloud, 'I didn't fuck before, Jaden did. DonT fUcK iT uP. Shut up!'
I wanted to scream, tear something up, cry, anything...
I walk into the bathroom, look up into the mirror. I changed. Physically and mentally, but somehow, got more genuine, more caring, kinder even if i didn't look it.
My blond hair, almost plantinum, was now black. Longer. Straighter. Got a nose piercing. Finally got the hang of eyeliner, which i could do for shit a couple years back. Different style, more tattoos. Mentally... less stable than before but holding on.