Until we finally meet~Jaden hossler

Chapter 37

                                                                    ~~~Magnolia~~~

    I wake up in the arms of the one and only Josh Richards, I felt sick. This isn't okay, I check my phone and it's four thirty am. I decide to go to the bathroom to wash my face and potentially check on the other two. I get out of Josh's grip and sit up. I look back at Josh who is now cuddling the pillow, I stand up and walk to the bathroom, I wash my face a bit and just stand there and stare at myself in the mirror, I'll be okay. I turn off the light and walk downstairs to the kitchen in order to get myself a glass of water. I walk down the stairs and make my way to the kitchen with my eyes barely open.

I get a cup and fill it up with ice and water. I turn around and see Kio eating cereal with his eyes as closed as mine, "What are you doing up it's not even five am yet?" I ask sitting on the counter on the opposite side from him, "I could ask you the same thing" he says, taking another spoon full of cocoa pebbles. "Okay then, goodnight Kio" I basically whisper, "Night Mags" he says, I walk back up the stairs and make it to Jaden's door, I push it open to a bare minimum and find Nessa on his lap and them making out, they turn around "It's not what it looks like" honestly I don't care, I'm too tired right now. "It surely is what it looks like, but I don't care, I'm going back to sleep, goodnight" I said with the most monotone possible, shutting the door behind me. 

I went back to Josh's room and laid down, soon enough I felt josh's arm around me and him getting closer. I cuddle onto his chest and close my eyes once more. It may be wrong but it feels good once you walk in on you "Boyfriend" and his girlfriend making out, it's reassuring, they don't give a fuck so neither should we. "Josh, Josh" i say, with the intention of telling him what I walking in on. "mhmm?" he asked without opening his eyes. "they were making out.." I say, "Well, what can we do about it?" he says, good point. "Can we go for breakfast in a morning?" I ask, he pulls me closer and whispers "Sure, less talking more cuddles though" he says, i nod, even if he can't see. 

I woke up and Josh was still holding on to me, I check my phone, it was eight am. I sit up, and shake Josh a little bit, his eyes opened a bit and he just looked at me, "Who died?" he asks, huh? I chuckle, "No one died, let's go" I say, he pulls me onto the bed once more, "five minutes more" he says, "ugh fine, five minutes" I say, i scroll through tiktok and come across a video of Tayler and Indiana, they're so cute. I start smiling like a fool. Then another one of Payton acting like a fuck boy, I miss this dweeb. "What are you smiling about?" Josh asks, I simply show him my phone, he chuckles, "Well, I'm gonna have a quick shower then we can go" he says, I nod, "I'll go get my bag." I say, shit it's in Jaden's room. Right. Well, fuck.

I walk up to his door and knock, "Come in!" i heard Jaden yell out. I open the door and walk in. "I'm here to take my bag, Josh and I are going for breakfast, you want anything?" I ask, "My girl back" he says, I roll my eyes, "You should have thought of that before" I say, and walk out. I take what I need from my bag and change, soon Josh walks out of the bathroom, we walk downstairs and outside, locking the door behind us. We walk down the street hand in hand and make our way to the nearest Dunkin once more. We order and this time I pay, after a little bit of aguing but in the end I won. We sit down and start eating.

"I don't think we can do this anymore Josh" I say, he looks up at me, "What do you mean?" he says, I take a deep breath, "This, us, whatever it is, it won't last long and we know it, you're dating Nessa and you guys don't act like it anymore, I don't want to be the homewrecker in this situation, Jaden and I were supposed to try, but then, guess what my clueless ass kind of fell for you, but the thing is, I love Jaden, and I always have, always will. I want to actually commit this time, every time I see him with Nessa it stings, it really does, and I feel guilty being with you, because I'm starting to fall for you!" I say a bit too loud, Josh puts his drink down and looks at me.

"You're right, I am too, and it's wrong, I'm with Nessa you're with Jaden, and we cannot fall for each other what happened this weekend was a mistake and will never happen again, right?" he says, what does he mean right?! "Nope it wont..." I say, I wish it could though. "But mags?" He says, I look up from my hand and look at him in the eyes making a  motion telling him  to continue, "If you and Jaden and Nessa and I don't workout... could we try?" he asks, I take a moment to take in what he just asks, then nod. "I'd love that" I say...

We finish eating and head back to the sway, I'd leave in a bit so I need to pack my stuff. We get back to the familiar doorstep and open the door, parting ways from there. I go upstairs take my bag and clothes that were in Josh's room, packing everything. I walk downstairs, "Guys, and Nessa, I need to go, Byee!" I say from the bottom of the staircase, considering I have school tomorrow and haven't started any of my homework, I should really go.

"You need a ride?" Kio asks, "I mean it would be appreciated" I say, "Alright then one sec!" he says, coming from the kitchen, he grabs his keys and we hop in his car, "Where to Mags?" he says, starting the engine, "My place" I show him my address and we take off. "What happened between you, Jaden, Nessa and Josh? Did y'all like exchange partners or something?!" he says, chuckling a bit at the end. "Honestly I don't know myself" I say, we make it to my place, I hop off, "Thanks Kio" I say, "You're very welcome Mags" we exchange smiles then he drives away.

I sit at my desk and take out my notes and all I need, let's finish this quickly. I finish my homework surprisingly fast. I look at my phone and I have two messages from Payton, "I miss you!" and "Call me some time" well why not now! I miss him too...