Until we finally meet~Jaden hossler

Chapter 20

                                                                               ~~~Magnolia~~~

"Magnolia, please open the door, you can't stay there forever, I got you chick-fil-a, technically Payton's idea but I bought it, Please Mags!" Tayler said leaning outside my door, I don't care one bit, I'm not eating.

"I'll open, but I'm not eating!" I say from the other side, slowly opening the door. There stood, Tayler with bags and bags of snacks. I sigh, known I'm gonna give in quickly. "Cuddles?" he asks, I smile. "Fuck. Yes. I  missed you god dammit." I say, directly jumping on him, wrapping him in a hug. He lays me down on the bed and turns on Netflix, reminding me of the other night, what are we, since Dixie appeared in the picture it's been weird between us. I can't have this though, I can't hurt their relationship like that, Dixie likes him and he likes her, and we, Tayler and I are meant to be friends just like Anthony, and if Jaden doesn't want us so bad then I'm gonna find another man.

"Where your mind at cupcake?" I cannot tell him the truth, "how are things between you and Dixie?" We have to get them together as soon as possible, by we I mean me. "We're actually going great, there is something but she wants to keep it low-key just in case" he says almost excited but sad at the same time.. "That's great, but you don't sound very convinced what's up?" 

"I don't sound sad about this, I'm sad because you're scaring us and the worse part is that Jaden doesn't even seem to care" he had made it very clear that he wasn't interested on us as a couple, sure it hurts to know someone important to you doesn't care about you but I'm not too sad about it. But at this point all I can think of is him with someone else. "Is there someone else?" I actually want to know, is that why he didn't want us to happen, is that why he broke up with Mads? It wasn't for me was it. "He almost slept with Cynthia but they were high" Cynthia? Like fifteen year old Cynthia? Well that's a turn. "Oh well, I'm going to have to get me a man that actually cares" I said in the most petty way possible, "Yeah okay, but first we gonna eat." He adds, laughing, I don't want to though. 

I gave in, I'm currently stuffing my face with chips and so is Tayler. 

We're joking around and laughing, overall having a good time as friends, as well as eating, a lot. Then we calmed down a bit, just chilled as we scrolled through tiktok, then I came across a video of Dixie and Griffin, god at the worse times I swear, "hey um Tayler..." I say, he looks at me and I show him the video, his face drops. I feel bad for him he deserves way better. "Hey so you said you were gonna find a man right, alright well I need to find a boo too, let's go out" Like to a party?! No sir, I don't think so...

And I'm at a party surrounded by people I don't know, and the worse part, Tayler is nowhere to be seen.  

I make my way through the crowd to find somewhere to sit. After being pushed around by sweaty strangers I found a couch where I'm currently sitting at, people were drunk, grinding on each other, screaming, to think I used to do this scared me, to think I used to be a party animal... Yeah being a mother, even if it wasn't real, changed me a lot. I'm not going to take all the bad habits back, I got high and regret it. I'm not the same person. I have changed. 

Multiple guys have approached me, but I rejected every single one of them. I want to go home, I want to be in Jaden's arms or have Blaze in mine, I want that back. I'm done. If either one of those happened I might have been happier, I wouldn't be overthinking everything right now. 

I need air, I stand up to go to the backyard and start walking towards it, until I bump into someone, a tall and muscular someone, who by the way spilled their whole drink on me. KIO??!!!

"Oh, I'm so sorry, I'll go get something to get you cleaned up" he says almost nervous, which made me chuckle a bit, "It's fine, it's all good, i'll just go to the bathroom, if there isn't someone either puking or fucking in there of course, I'm magnolia" What happened to my extrovert self and why am I so awkward, he chuckles this time, "I'm Kio, are you here with someone?" I know damm well who you are. "Yeah i came with my friend but I lost him, you surely know him, Tayler Holder himself" Of course they know each other are you dumb Magnolia?! "Oh, you know him?! Well you'll find him, but hey let's get you to the bathroom" He starts to what I believe is the bathroom and I of course follow him, we walk up the stairs, into a room with a connected bathroom, he sits on the bed and I walk in the bathroom to clean myself up a bit.

I walk out, he's still there on his phone, "well I'm going to walk around with a wet dress" I say making him look up and chuckle, he puts his phone away and we walk back to the party, I spot Tayler making out with a girl and smirk, "Well one of us has it easy" I say to myself, basically thinking out loud, this time I lost Kio, wait never mind he's also making out with someone but at least this girl actually has something to do with him, Olivia, she was gorgeous, prettier than over the phone. Me being me, I decide to walk up to Tayler, but only to tell him I'm leaving. "Hey Tayler." they look at me and let me tell you the girl, i don't even have words, she is over gorgeous, she's more like jaw dropping, "and gorgeous person I've never seen before, actually you look familiar.." she did, she looked very familiar I just can't put my finger on it... "I'm Indiana, Indiana Massara." She says as she puts her hand out for a hand shake, smiling. Of course! Some times I'm really retarded, I take her hand and shake it, "Magnolia, Magnolia York" I say smiling, then I turn to Tayler, "I'm going to head home, or hangout with Bryce... Either way, I called him, He's picking me up. So go back to what you were doing, don't worry about me and yes I will eat, and no I'm not getting Chick-fil-a again don't worry about that either"

He just sits there and stares at me for a few seconds, what's wrong do I have something on my face? "Anyway byeeeeee!" I say backing away from the two and walking outside. Soon enough a car, blasting music with it's windows down, it was Bryce's car, jesus... "IT'S BRITNEY BITCH, WAIT WAIT, HOP IN LOOSER WE'RE GOING SHOPPING" And that's when I lost it and started laughing my ass out. I hop in the car avoiding the looks I was receiving. "What are we doing?" I ask, once I calm down a bit, "Well, we are going to the arcade then get food." I nod, the arcade, haven't been there in ages!  

time skip after the arcade

I made it home after hanging out with Bryce, he is the sweetest when he wants to. And I had a great time with him, no not like that you nasty people, as friends. I can't imagine myself dating anyone other than Jaden.