Until we finally meet~Jaden hossler

Chapter 73

                    ~~~Magnolia~~~

Just a week later my decision had been made, after some arguments with Natalia and my aunt along with some of my boys, Addison and Dixie, i was going to berkeley, that's where my mom had gone to college and in her memory that's what i wanted to do.

I'd be taking psychology which i wanted to follow with criminology as it was my life long dream, ever since i was 9, i knew that it was what i wanted to do. I wanted to bring something to the world something positive, something that i wouldnt be able to do through social media specially without the education needed.

After the graduation speech a few weeks back, it was clear that it was the path i needed to follow, Natalia made sure to make that clear. She's always been the patronus to guide my path ahead. The little voice in my conscience, if you will, as well. A forever friend.

And i wasnt going to disappoint her  mainly because she's scary when angry.

Its now the 18th october, a month after my 18th birthday. I've been talking to the guys about my times away, they made me promise that i would come back every weekend and every holiday. Which i did promise, i'll be waiting about another week to tell the rest of the world, then, courtesy of the boys, we'd be having a dinner at Boa to celebrate it.

It's quite odd to think that i wont be here all the time anymore, odd to think that i'll be in a dorm with another pretty stranger with whom ill be spending most of my time away. Odd to think that i wont wake up next to Jaden on the worst and best days or wake up in the middle of the night to have cereal with half asleep Kio. That isntead of calling Dixie and Addison or Avani or Char i'll be talking to my roommate that i still dont know about my troubles. That my bestfriend, my boys and my girls wont get together anymore to do those ridiculous sleepovers, those amazing times when the guy wore bright colorfull wigs and talk in high voices just for the fun of it or simply annoy me.

It is certainly odd that Jaden wont be there 24/7 whether i like it or not.

But it's just a matter of time, in just a matter of time ill be back in my lover's arms not wanting to let go until the last minute. Enjoying every single second i have with him before i leave for another long week.

Parties wont be the same, certainly not, they wont be as lit as when Bryce hosts them even if he's not allowed, it wont be as lit as the party that introduced me to Quinton, the Quinton i love with my whole heart and the closest ill ever be to having a little brother. Won't be the the same as the party that broke my heart for the first time and it surely wont be the same as the forbidden parties we have making sure that nobody films.

But everything has its times, and right now it's time for me to grow up. To be better and to do better. Later the time will come for me to walk down the isle and celebrate my union with the one i love or decide what color we want the nursery room, or my first time getting a raise or even getting fired.

Right now is Right now, day by day until the day comes.

Until my last wave or my last story with the boys perhaps, but till then, i will be happy.

Things today were pretty lowkey. It was a hot day some of the guys we simply chilling by the pool or filming tiktoks. I was in my room sitting on the bed thinking everything through, until a knock at my door interrupted my thoughts. "May i" said the voice, it was Jaden. I smiled, "Dont be silly, this is your room" i said moving towards the left, leaving Jaden some more space to sit next to me. "I wanted to give you thins, before you went, just a little something for you to remember i live you when you're doubting it" he took out a little box,a blue velvet little box and handed it to me. "If this is an engagement i swear" i said with a small smirk, "It's not but its close to it. Open it!" he followed with a small nodd towards the box. I untied the little bow it had and put the ribbons on my leg, inside the box was a thin silver ring, it was simple but absolutely beautiful. "It's beautiful" i said taking it out and putting it on my fourth finger, "It's promise ring" he said showing me his own, "I supose you already know what it is though" he smiled.

I returned the smile and threw my arms around him wrapping him in a warm hug. "You know i'll come back right, you're not getting rid of me that easily" i joked as i let go of him, "I wouldn't want to get rid of you anyway" he said."Come on let's go downstairs" I nodded.

We spent the rest of the day together as if it was our last, as well as the rest of the week.

"I think it's time i announce it dont you guys think?" i said with my thumb lingering on top of the plus button of my story. "Yeah i think it's time" said Josh sitting beside me. "What do i say though" i continued but Josh shrugged.

I sighed as i pressed the blue little icon and shaked off other thoughts, alright. 3.....2.....1....

"Hi guys im just popping in here to let you know tha-"

"That we kicked her out of sway for leaving us to go to college, the audacity of this bitch honestly, can y'all believe it?!!" said Bryce taking my phone from my hands.

"Give it! Yeah, well i guess you could say that, i'm going to Berkeley, if you know my you will know that it's my dream college and that it was a great opportunity for me. I wont be leaving social media but i'll surely be less active than usual. I wasn't kicked out, im still sway for life - i said glaring at Bryce- But yeah i wont be living here for the most part, I love you all. Remember to follow your dreams byee!"

"COLLEGE IS FOR PUSSIES!!"

"BRYCE!! yeah, byee"