Until we finally meet~Jaden hossler

Chapter 14

                                                                                 ~~~ magnolia~~~

"I cannot believe he left you for Mads!" Payton said god I love his good soul so much, "thanks Bebe, I cannot believe it either, anyway, then I found out I was prego, at first I though it was Anthony's considering... yeah, but when I had him, I knew he was Jaden's, my little angel had his eyes, Blaze." I couldn't help but tear up at the thought of my son's passing. "Nooo, what! just when he got with Mads?! Jaden not good my guy, not good" said Chase god I love them all, they're so pure. 

I notice Jaden was tearing up too, I- "Jaden..." he looks at me and I hug him, "it's alright!" I try my best to confort him and to my surprise it worked. "So I decided to keep it a secret since I didn't want to ruin something great for him, and at my son's birthday, I go to buy him a few things at the mall, and guess who I ran into..." I say, cliffhanger lover am I right. "Who?" Said Cynthia, "well mr. Hossler himself, I tried to avoid him but it was so use, he had seen me. So we hung out and I ended up sleeping with him that's when I met, Bryce, the day I came over to the sway. Then I went back home to my baby, and Jaden decided to come over after accidentally hearing Blaze cry over the phone and mr. Genius decides to take him, they got into a car crash and, Blaze, Umm..." I couldn't help but tear up once again, "he passed away and it was my fault" Jaden adds, no baby, it wasn't your fault! "It wasn't your fault, the other car wasn't in the right lane." I say rubbing his back, Payton stands up and hugs me as Griffin hugs Jaden. It felt great to be in Payton's arms if I'm being honest, shut up magnolia, you don't know what you're saying.

We go back to laughing and joking around when the door opens, "Jackson baby..." the girl stops dead in her tracks and I feel her staring at me, I turn around to a face I thought I'd never see again or at least not in a long time, Juliette. I run up to her and she does the same, "magnolia..." she chokes out, I hug her as tightly as I can, she hugs back immediately. "I'm so glad you're okay!" She continues, "I missed you so much!" I add, god it has been so long! We let go after what felt like seconds even if it was so long... "what are you doing her anyway?!" She practically screams, she was always this enthusiastic. "You just missed the whole story time babe!" Jackson come hugging her from behind. God they're so cute. "Yeah but I'm sure he can tell ya" I say while winking at the two as I back away. 

"Well what time is dinner?" I ask Payton. "In.." he checks his phone, as his eyes widen. "Less than two hour, how long have we been here?!" He says quite loudly causing us to get a dirty look from Brooke. Well, me, what does she have against me, what did I do? "Shouldn't you guys go to the hotel and change?" I ask, "we should, but do we have to?" God Payton, I chuckle a bit. Him and I joke around for a bit, he was truly sweet. "Wait let me add your contact" I say, I dig for my phone in my bag for a bit and can't find it, I touch around my pockets, same thing. I start to panic a bit, "who's phone is this?" Griffin asks holding up my phone, thank god. I let out a breath I didn't even realize I was holding back and raise my hand, he chuckles as he walks over and gives it to me. I go on contacts and press *add contact* I give it to Payton as I was way to lazy to type it in and he hands it back, he put his name as {Paybaee 😉}, I look up from my screen to see Payton with a big smirk on his face, I roll my eyes playfully as I push him a bit to the side, I can tell that we're gonna get along.

Payton goes outside, he got a phone call from his mom. And I sit down on the floor, and Jaden walks over sitting down next to me, it felt so unreal. We didn't look at each other, we just sat there staring into thin air. "It feels unreal..." he says, "yeah you can say that again", it was weird that's for sure, "what do we do now?" He asks, I don't fucking know! "I have no idea" I say as calmly as possible. "Listen mags, I love you, I really do. But I don't know if I want to do it just yet..." he says still not looking over, those words stung, how was I so stupid of course he doesn't, he's famous, in the coma it was different. Now everything has changed, I sit there in silence not sure of what to say. "Fine, If that's what you want." I say, I was kind of pissed, but on the outside I sounded calm, I look over at him, "if that's what you want I respect your choice." I finish standing up since I felt tears forming. How could he tell me he loves me and then say he doesn't want anything to do with me yEt. What do you mean yet! Clear your mind Hossler! 

I'm walking outside when I bump into someone, Chase. He looks down at me and noticed my sad expression, please don't pity me, I cannot handle it. "You good mags?"I look at him and hide my despair with a smile. "Yeah, I'm fine" I simply reassured him, "I'm gonna go get something to eat I'll be back." I said trying to save myself from any further conversation, "actually I came for you guys, Uber is here to take us to the dinner dates." He says smiling back, "oh, okay then, have you seen Payton?" I question him. "Still outside" and with that he walks away and I march over to Payton. "Alright mom, tell Faith I love her and miss you guys!" He says as I approach him, Faith is his sister if you didn't know, "hey buttercup." He says, hehehe buttercup and cupcake, I can take that. "Hey Paybae" I say, "you ready for dinner?" He adds, "about that, I don't know if I wanna go..." I continue looking down at my shoes. "What why? What's wrong?", I didn't have to body to go and spend time with Jaden after what he said, "so you know when you walked out, I sat down at the floor alone to think, then Jaden came, saying he didn't want to try anything at least just not yet..." why am I opening up to him, I barely know Payton! He takes me into his arms I hugged back obviously. "Want me to take you home, I can tell the guys I won't be at dinner and it's solved, between us I didn't really want to go either." He chuckles at the last part, and I can't help but join, "I don't want to be burden though, I'll just take an Uber it's fine. Plus what will his fans say! "Let me join please!" He says, I chuckle and nod. 

An Uber pulls up two minutes later since it was in the area. The others had left for dinner and were surprisingly chill about us no going. We said our goodbyes but Jaden ignored us completely what's his deal? He breaks up with Mads and tells me he loves me but then ignores me and says that shit! Not cool, very painful too.