Until we finally meet~Jaden hossler

Chapter 10

                                                                                ~~~magnolia~~~

I honestly can't express how I feel right now, I'm really excited but I could pass out right here right now, I decided to put the same outfit as the one I put when I met them the first time. I walk downstairs nervously.  My aunt supportive as she always is, "you look beautiful magnolia" she said, god I love her! "Yeah but do I look like a hoe?" I asked rather worried. She laughs a bit, "Compared to other things I've seen you in, you look like a nun." Wait, what did she say?! DÉJÀ-VU. That's exactly what she said! Shake it off mags! It's all good, you're fine get your ass to the meet and greet and have a good time!

And we're here, don't puke magnolia, and please don't be awkward, but most importantly don't puke or faint. I make my way to the line, I was quite early meaning I was actually pretty much one of the first people in like there were about 10 girls in front of me, more or less. Either way I was going to have to wait a bit about 20 minutes, 5 for the meet and greet to actually start and 15 ya know for the girls ahead to pass. First in line was Kevin, then Noen, then Payton, then Jackson, then Chase Keith, then Christopher, then Sam, then Yewsif, then Chase hudson, then Sebastian, then griffin, then Connor, then another guy who's name I cannot remember, then Luigi, then of course Josh, followed by Anthony and the so awaited Jaden hossler. (the girls  were in another side k? Also joe and Jason only joined at phase two so...) 

After a little bit it was my turn I hug Kevin and take a picture quickly, to be honest I'm just excited to see half of them but I cannot be rude, Noen on the other hand he was my baby! I hug him and boy were the rumors true! He does give great hugs! "Hiiii!" I say as I let go, "hello there!" He says as he pulls me into another hug, "are you coming to diner?" He asks "ofcourse and backstage" he has a shocked look yeah I know I have my ways honey, I have my ways. "Anthony, don't spoil the surprise tho!" I say. He does a mouth shut 🤐 motion, and fakes to throw a key out. I chuckle and we take a picture then I move on to Payton!  "Paybaeee!" I say as I run to hum and hug him, wow I never realized how tall he actually was. "You must be magnolia." he says, I just stand the in shock. "Tayler told me about the Nickname" he chuckles and I blush a bit,oopsies. "You're coming to dinner I suppose." I simply nod and he discreetly passes me a paper, sneaky bitch, he winks at me as I move on. 

I finally arrived to huddy! "Huddy baby!" Wow I'm getting way too comfortable here, he opens his arms facing me while chuckling as I walk to him. I give him a big hug and he lifts me off the ground, "wassup babygirl?" He asks me as he lets go of me, "I came here you know meet you all, we can talk more later you'll be seeing a lot of me that's for sure" I say, "can't wait!" He assures me, I smile. "Bye huddy, or should I say see you later." I smile once more and he winks at me, wow how discreet melanin king. Smh. Let's just pretend I cared about Sebastian I gave him a quick hug, "hi person" I say. "Hello person",  we exange an awkward smile, here comes awkward me, only for those which I don't try with. I move on to Griffin, ah yes nurse buoi papi griffin! The one and only. I hug the tall boy tightly, "heyyy" I say. He smiles at me and says hi as well, well this is getting awkward too. "I know that we're having like a weird and awkward staring contest right now, but I should get going, I'll see you later tho!" I say backing away slowly and waving, he waves back until a fan literally jumps on him. I know it's kinda rude but I skipped the next three. I skip right to Josh, damm he's way taller than I thought he was. "Wassup girl?" Is it me or did that sound kind of gay, whatever. He picks me up and hugs me tightly and I repeat the boy's actions. "Not much mostly here to see ant, cause we're kinda close but I really wanted to meet all of you" I say with a grin on my face, he smiles, "well you should get going then he's next" yeah he's right, "do you not want me here?!" I say acting hurt putting a hand on my heart but I couldn't help but laugh and he joined, "well, honestly I should get going." I walk away after a few seconds of awkwardness due to a fan literally snapping at me, like she was rude! 

"ANTHONY!!!!" I say rolling out the Y.  He turns around and runs to me! This boy was so cute, baby cute. We hugged for a good minute. "God I thought you wouldn't come, or faint or something, hahaha remember when we met." He brought up one of my embarrassing moment and I playfully slapped the back of his neck. "Heyyy!" He says like a child. I chuckle. Can I stay here forever, the next person scares me, it's not him who scares me, but his reaction. "Girl why are crying?!" I hear Anthony ask, I wipe away the tears I didn't even know I had. "Oh nothing it's stupid." I say, well no actually it isn't, but he doesn't know the half of it, actually he doesn't know anything! "Hey ant, can I stay here for a sec before going to Jaden?" I ask, there just so much pretending one can do, I need a break, I need to rehearse, what will I say? "Yeah for sure, if you want water feel free to take some from my bag behind the panel" he says with a worried smile. "Thanks" I say I sit down on the floor, my back facing Jaden making sure he couldn't  see me.

When I finally feel ready, I stand up and take a water bottle from Anthony's bag from which I take a few sips before putting it back, no it's not disgusting, we do this all the time, now shut up. I hug Anthony once again before I back away a bit my back still facing Jaden, I take a deep breath and turn around there he was. I can't, I feel like I'm gonna faint, I stand there for a bit as he's saying bye to a a couple of fans then he finally turns around. He stops. His bright smile is replaced by a sad one. Oh no, is mads kissing someone else behind me. I have tears in my eyes now, like a lot. He runs to me and hugs me. I can't explain how I feel right now, I feel safe in the arms of who I love, but does he even feel the same way or was he just hugging me cause I was crying.