Sequel to the books "shouldn't have~~Jaden Hossler" and "until we meet again ~~Jaden Hossler" by @marijwuana who now goes by @peachyyzi. So go reads those right now!
I got my tattoo, what people don't know is that it's for a music video. I wrote a song, shockers. I mean you wouldn't expect it, mostly from a tiktoker with no talent, but hey, life brings you where life bring you. And as you may have guessed it's about Magnolia, well kind of. A period of time during Magnolia, if that makes sense, when she left me... The title? Comatose.
Comatose... yeah you may wonder. What the fuck is that? A state of deep unconsciousness, or in other word, Numb. That's how I felt without her, I didn't.
When I saw he today, I just, I'm not sure how to say this it's like something I was missing finally appeared or came back in this case even though not really. I miss her, like a lot, and I can't stress it enough. I's killing me.
I'm at the sway making tiktoks with the boys, what's new... Sometimes I get really sick of it, the pretending, pretending everything is fine, that's I'm not hurting, that I'm perfect... When I'm not and will never be, the closest I've ever been to perfect was when I was with Mags. And that makes me realize how much I need her, how weak I actually am, I'm not me without her anymore, I'm just an actor.
~~~Magnolia~~~
"Wanna watch netflix in my room instead I'm uncomfortable... I'll bring snacks!" I propose, he sits up and looks at me, ugh does eyes though, they're perfect! "I'm down, can we like stuff our faces with snack?!" I chuckle, "Let's go to seven eleven!" I say, he shot up from the couch as soon as the words left my mouth. I grab my keys and off we go.
I enter the seven eleven, and it's my favorite cashier! Well he's my friend, he's been my friend for a long time, we've known each other since middle school. Danny. But we haven't seen each other since my coma. "DANNY HOW YOU FEEL?!" i shout as I enter the empty shop. His head shot up with a smile, "I FEEL GREAT, NOLI HOW YOU FEEL?" he responds, "JUST LIKE A MAN'S DOG DANNY!" i finished as i went over the counter to hug him. "Hi noli, and Payton Moormeier?!" he says looking over to a confused payton who already had his arms filled with snack. "You've uped your game huh sissy.?" he says, I shoot him a deadly look, "That's not what's happening but yeah I've upgraded...somehow. Long time no see Danny, how's life?" He looks down, "Jenna cheated on me with Timothy." with his best friend?!
"Timothy as in Timothy Williams?" I ask, he nod, oh my poor guy. I hug him again. "Well I always knew Jenna was a Bitch." no not just trying to make him feel better, it's the truth and I always told him he deserved better. "Yeah I know... Anyway I hope we have classes together this year." he says, his mood swished immediately. "Same I'm shopping for supplies tomorrow wanna tag along? I'm also asking Noah." I say, Noah and I go shopping for supplies together every year. "For sure Noli." Payton put's the insane amount of snack on the counter and attempts to pay but I beat him at it. "Lia no! I'm paying, and you don't get a say in this cause you don't even know what I got" he says gently pushing my hand out of the way and giving Danny his credit card. I roll my eyes. "Next time it's on me!" i say, "Come to my place tomorrow at three, we'll go shopping." I say as me and Payton start walking towards the door, "It was great seeing you Noli." I nod, "You too Danny."
"What was that all about?" payton asks as we plop on the bed, "He's a friend, I've known him since middle school, we even went to the 8th grade dance together, we both hadn't had our glow ups yet so no one wanted to take either one of us, and that's what cemented out friendship." I say, chuckling, as I reminisced the great moments i had with Danny. "I would have taken you." I laugh, no you wouldn't Payton, no you wouldn't. "You would have probably been the one laughing at me and Danny while we were dancing like little kids." I say calming down. "They laughed at you?" he ask, yes often actually. "Let's say until High school I wasn't really respected, but then I ruled, waiting for senior year to start now." I say, "Oh..." I cuddle next to Payton and pick on some chips and york mint patties as we watch the society once again.
I fell asleep and so did he... I woke up to the TV and Led lights still on, Payton's arm around my waist. I smile to myself as I reach for the remotes to turn both off before falling asleep again.
I woke up, and Payton was still sleeping, I wake up and walk downstairs, and there is... Tayler. God I shouldn't have given him keys. "How long have you been here?" I ask, he smirks, "LOng enough to post a picture of y'all cuddling..." Fuck. You. Tayler. Holder. I open Instagram and sure enough I have notifications, "TaylerHolder tagged you in a Post" I click on it.
TaylerHolder La, California
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