Until we finally meet~Jaden hossler

Chapter 66

            ~~~Magnolia~~~

I woke up, pretty early for me even, and as expected Kio was the only one awake, "What's up babes why you look so sadd?!" i say coming up to the kitchen counter, "Oh nothing it's fine i'm just thinking" he says as he snaps out of some sort of tranze... "You sure?" I say sitting down with a bowl and spoon, "Yeah i'm fine dont worry" he says putting a smile on his face, "okay... sure..." i say, without the slightest convincement.

I eat my breakfast and clean around the house a little bit as i awaited Natalia. I heard a knock on the front door from the 'meeting' room making run up with excitement, I open the door hugging Natalia right away.... "Hiiii!" he says hugging me and swaying to the sides, "How is my harvard studenttt???" i teased, she giggled shily but proud. "She's excited but a bit scared, slightly overwhelmed but mostly excited" she says changing facial expressions as she went on about it. "I can imagine, that's a huge deal i'm so pround of you and of Gigi of course too!" I say grabbing her hands and leading her inside.

"I know you are... But what about you mags? What are you gonna do? What are you gonna do about college? You cant just....not go to college that would be stupid, you said it yourself, you've always wanted to go to college!" she says... "I know, but i cant just throw away this oportunity, college is always gonna be there waiting, but this...this is now" i say, she's right, i cant just fo to college, and i know for a fact that i want to go to college, follow my dream, but this is a one in a lifetime thing and i cant throw that away either... "Yeah i get it... But please promise me you will look into it by the end of the year... even if you dont go yet, you have to have your options planned out" she says, slightly worried, "I promise, you know that..." i say.

"You still have the same dream right?" she said hopefully which i nodded to... she smiled, "I cant believe we graduate in two months, it feels like yesterday we were starting freashman year" she say looking around the room, "I know, it's quite scary if you even think about it" i say slightly giggling. "Right?! It's weird" she adds.

We talked for legit hours, she met Kio, saw anthomy again, but then she had to leave.

I turned to the guys and let out a large breath, "So... what are we doing now?" I ask, "I dont know but i'm hungry" Kio says, "Same" i follow and anthomy agreed, "We could make taco salads, i went grocery shopping yesterday" Kio says hopeful, "I'm down" i say and Anthony agrees once more, Kio and I made the salad and Anthomy put the table up, we sat down to eat and Kio pulled out his phone to check the news and the gram, "Uhh... Mags, you might want to check tiktokroom" he speaks up, "What do you mean?" I say pulling out my phone, I open instagram and of course the first post was by tiktokroom, "Is that Jaden?" i ask without looking at the caption, it was a compilation of pictures of Jaden and Charly then a vid, where they supposedly kissed.... "Pics of  #CharlyJordan and #Jaden from their trip to texas... Are we here for it? -sent in" i read...

My stomach seemed to have dropped, i had no words honestly. I went to the comments,

"Poor mads",

"Mads deserved better",

"He's single y'all he can do whatever he wants",

"#Madsornothing",

"#Justice for mads"

"I ship...👀"

I felt my stomach nod up this time, I didnt feel like eating anymore, i didnt want to see what was on the screen anymore either. I stare at the now turned off phone in silence as i felt a tear stream down my face, I was angry, i was hurt, i felt betrayed... Am i just not it? Does Charly have something I dont? What's wrong with me?

I had a million questions, which i asked myself even though i cant answer them, "Mags i'm sorry" Kio says, "it's fine" i managed to say with a broken voice, "I'm gonna go to the bathroom..." I said walking to mine and Jaden's room... The room i shared with the person i least wanted to at the moment. Luckely he wasnt here... And i dont know if that's even a good thing... Now i'm simply alone, without someone to ask for answers from.

I sat on the bed taking the pillow and strangling, punching, pulling, biting it, anything to let out my anger. I was mad because i had trusted him, and yet he took advantage of that. I was mad because he lied to my face without the slightest shame. I am mad because i let it happen. I am.... Ashamed even.

I let it out as i could.... It hurts.

             ~~~Jaden~~~

~~the day before~~

"But yeah, i mean it happens" Charly said, "I can imagine... Mags and I have been fighting recently and someti.es over the slightest things... it could be the most insighnificant thing and suddently hell breaks loose... the worst part about it is that I iniciate it most of the time, and she sensitive, so then i feel guilty and distance myself, and i can be such an asshole to her, and she doesnt deserve that, but i dont know to apologize... or change for thag matter, but if thede's one thing that i know is that i love her, and i dont want to hurt her anymore" I say.

"When Nathan were dating we also faught a lot, but we got through it and the time i had with him were ones of the happiest and i know you guys will get throught it" Charly added. "But i'm sure he apologized when he messed up, that's the problem, i dont know how to do that" I explained, "Well yeah... uhh, here, pretend I'm mags, what would you say, what would you do" she says, "Uh okay..." i say putting in character.

I said a few things, she would tell me if it was too much or what else i could say. And to be honest it helped, a lot.

"Thank you, really" I say, "Of course Jaden" she says, "Come here" i say opening my arms to give her a quick hug. "I'm gonna fix thing with mags as soon as i see her" i say. "You better" she adds.

~~~One day later~~~

"Yo what the fuck is wrong with you" Kio says from the other side of the line, "What do you mean?" I say, "Look at tiktokroom asshole" he follows, "uhh okay?" i say opening instagram and looking for tiktokroom, then i saw it, it was pictures of me and Charly from when she was helping me.... "Oh no.." i whisper, "No shit OH nO, Mags is fucking upset, she hasnt come out of her room in like five hours and Anthony is trying to get her to talk to him but she wont talk" he said, "Look it's really not what it looks like, she was helping me, i told her that mags and i had been fighting and that i didnt know how to fix things with her, and so she was pretending to be mags so i would know what to say, but it's really jot what it looks like..." i said, "How about you come and explain thag to her... if you're lying... you fucked up big time my dude"

He said then hung up immediately... "Fuck"