Sitting at his desk in his room Jameson writes in his journal:
𝐃𝐞𝐚𝐫 𝐃𝐢𝐚𝐫𝐲,
𝐓𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐈 𝐚𝐦 𝐨𝐧𝐥𝐲 𝐒𝐢𝐱𝐭𝐞𝐞𝐧, 𝐅𝐚𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐝𝐨𝐞𝐬𝐧'𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐦𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐮𝐞 𝐝𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐟 𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐧 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐠𝐞 𝐈 𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐮𝐫𝐠𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐝𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞. 𝐄𝐚𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐞𝐫 𝐈 𝐩𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐜𝐞𝐝 𝐚 𝐬𝐦𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐞 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐰𝐞𝐫 𝐢𝐭 𝐝𝐢𝐝𝐧'𝐭 𝐠𝐨 𝐰𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐈 𝐬𝐥𝐢𝐩𝐩𝐞𝐝 𝐩𝐮𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐮𝐫𝐭𝐚𝐢𝐧 𝐝𝐨𝐰𝐧 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐦𝐞. 𝐌𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐜𝐤𝐞𝐝 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐜𝐞𝐫𝐧𝐞𝐝, 𝐈 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐭𝐨𝐥𝐝 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐥𝐢𝐩𝐩𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐮𝐞𝐝 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐦𝐲 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐰𝐞𝐫. 𝐀𝐟𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐈 𝐰𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐨𝐮𝐭𝐬𝐢𝐝𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐝𝐢𝐝 𝐦𝐲 𝐜𝐡𝐨𝐫𝐞𝐬, 𝐦𝐨𝐰𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐥𝐚𝐰𝐧 (𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐢𝐬𝐧'𝐭 𝐦𝐮𝐜𝐡 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐥𝐚𝐰𝐧 𝐥𝐞𝐟𝐭), 𝐰𝐚𝐬𝐡𝐞𝐝 𝐅𝐚𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫'𝐬 𝐜𝐚𝐫 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐩𝐮𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐝 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐝𝐬 𝐢𝐧 𝐌𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫'𝐬 𝐠𝐚𝐫𝐝𝐞𝐧. 𝐓𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐢𝐬 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐝𝐢𝐚𝐫𝐲.
-𝐉.𝐉
Closing his book he tucks it in a side drawer leaning back staring at the city from his window. Watching cars go in and out non-stop he smiles "One day I will go and live my dream of performing for people..one day" his thoughts get interrupted by his Father "J.J.. I think it's about time you start looking for a job" turning towards him Jameson responds "Father I'm only 16..the jobs that are available are not appropriate for my age". His Father sigh's "Jameson.. I know but you have to find something we are so behind on our payments for this land we could lose our home.." Jameson gasps "Oh no, I-I'll find one as soon as I can" his Father nod's leaving the room, closing the door. Jameson sighs "I..guess I can go around here and see if anyone's looking for a helper" he puts on his cap kissing his Mother on the cheek before leaving the house.
Knocking on his neighbors door's Jameson find's work to do and gets money for them. Stopping for a break under a tree he count's his money "1..2..3.. 40 dollars" he sighs "I mean it's one payment of rent but hopefully I can do more jobs around our neighborhood" he pockets the money continuing to knock on doors throughout the small neighborhood. Finishing up work Jameson gathers 30 more dollars for a total of 70 whole dollars "This should get us through for now.." he see's the sun setting "I better get home.." walking in dusk he stops outside his home staring at the city lights in the distance. He sigh's looking at his front door then back at the city thinking to himself 'This..moment right now.. I feel the urge to run all the way into the city..but then again.. I couldn't leave my family in this situation...' he shakes his head no walking inside.
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"Jameson that was sweat of you to care about your family that much" Say's Dark looking over at him. "Well I loved my family very much.. though I did still go into the city but at the ripe age of 21" he continues..
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"I never thought this day would come.. My young boy moving out" say's his Mother cupping his face with two hand's. "Well Marget it was bound to happen.. I just didn't think it would be so soon" he pats him on the shoulder carrying his luggage to the truck. "Awh James I haven't seen you project such emotion in such a long time" she follows him outside leaning on the railing of the porch. J.J carries the finally luggage putting it inside, his Father shakes his hand giving him a hardy hug "I love ya son, good luck out there" his Mother comes in kissing his cheek hugging him tightly "I Love you J.J so much don't forget to come and visit when your settled" Jameson smiles "I won't Ma" he gets in the truck starting it up "Love you guys!" as he drives out of the neighborhood he see's them waving in the mirror. Getting out of the small town Jameson breathes out "It's finally happening my dream is coming true"
To Be Continued in 🎥Jameson Jackson Chapter 3🎥
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