broken butterfly

chapter 13

Sua pov

After a while, we decided to regroup on the dancefloor. After a while Handong, Gahyeon and Yubin got ready to leave. They weren't used to parties after all. Handong and Yubin practically had to drag the drunk, half asleep Gahyeon out the door. Since I had stayed away from the alcohol as much as I could, I wasn't tired yet.

Last year I had decided to take a few dance classes, but I quit soon after. It wasn't like I wasn't good at it, but it just didn't feel comfortable. Being at the party reminded me of it and little by little I allowed myself to loosen up more. I stopped thinking about the fact that everyone might laugh at me and let myself be guided by the music.

I saw some people staring at me but I didn't care anymore, most of them would probably forget this by tomorrow anyways. It felt so good to dance again. I noticed that Siyeon was staring at me. I got so distracted that I didn't even notice the cup on the floor that was probably left there by one of the drunkies around me. Before I had the time to realize it was even there I tripped and fell on the floor.

Some of people that had been watching me started laughing and the others automatically laughed with them. I felt my eyes tear up and ran to a lounge room that was separated from the living area. No one was in there and I slowly let the tears fall down from my eyes. I pulled my knees to my chest and buried my face away as much as I could. All I wanted was to disappear.

Suddenly I felt two arms around me, embracing me into a tight hug. I lifted my head to see Siyeon staring back at me.

"You know, you're really good at dancing. You never told me that."

"I'm not good at it." I said between sobs. "Didn't you see what just happened. I mean what else did I expect..."

"Hey, don't talk like that. You're very good at it. The people who started laughing are just assholes, don't pay attention to them."

The others had been in the room the whole time. Jiu and Yoohyeon nodded in agreement. Dongmin placed his hand on Siyeon's back while Siyeon kept hugging me.

"She's right, don't let others opinions affect you and take you down. You were really good on that dance floor. Just pick yourself up and try again."

"Nothing worse can happen than what just happened." Yoohyeon said.

She got a glare from Minji and Minji pushed her elbow in Yoohyeon's side.

"Aww, what. I was just trying to help."

"That was not the best choice of words dear."

I smiled, all of them were so nice to me. I allowed Siyeon to pull me up and she sat down on the couch with me. Time passed and the tears had stopped.

"Sua, do you want to go dance again?" Yoohyeon asked.

"Mh, not yet. But you guys go, I'll be there in a bit."

Yoohyeon and Minji got up and left to go dance again, leaving me with Siyeon and Dongmin.

"You guys go too, I'll be fine."

"I won't leave you here all on your own." Siyeon said.

"I'll be fine Singie, really. You guys shouldn't let your mood get down because of me. I'll be there soon."

She saw that this wasn't up for debate. She looked at Dongmin who simply nodded and they stood up.

"See you in a bit." She said, giving me a worried smile.

I smiled back at her, trying to look as convincing as possible. They walked out of the room and closed it behind them, I was alone again. I had to do something to take the edge off. I saw a small fridge that was stocked with beer, stand in the corner of the room. Maybe I should drink some more. After all, this was a party. I walked up to the fridge and grabbed a few beers. I sat back in the couch and started drinking the first one. The memory of everyone laughing at me was still stuck in my head. I swiftly opened the second beer in an attempt to forget what happened.

Dongmin pov

HOW DARE SHE. WAS BORA TRYING TO TAKE SIYEON AWAY FROM ME. I know Siyeon was only trying to comfort her, but a hug. Was that really so necessary?? She looked different when she hugged Bora than when she hugs me. And then Bora playing the sad act, it was simply infuriating. Bora had to be trying to steal Siyeon away from me and the worst part is...I was getting the feeling that it was working.

A/N:

Im so so sorry for uploading late in the evening. I wish u all a happy day, stay safe everyone <3