Fix You

12

Chan is putting books on the shelf as he waits for the lady at the table to finish reading her book. Watching proudly at her for finally being able to read all by herself, even if she still stutters a bit.

His calm is torn apart as three kids run inside the library screaming for him.

"Oppa'!" Alex's scream scares the lady making her jump a bit.

Chan smiles "sorry about them" he says.

"Hyung! We're so sorry!!" Nam says, out of breath and Chan can actually see fear in his eyes.

"What did you kids do this time!?" Chan scolds and walks to the front of the library so the lady doesn't hear them argue "I swear if you stole again, I'm going to make sure they give you all jail time!" His eyes just directed to Jack.

Jack huffs, he turns his head and folds his arms. "Now I'm glad for what I did!" He argues.

Alex rolls her eyes and smacks the back of her friend's head.

"Hey!" The boy yells, Nam stares at his friends and then to Chan who watches them, his patience very obviously growing thin.

"Guys!" Nam screams, he shivers a bit.

Alex and Nam stop arguing, they turn to Chan who looks at them confused by how scared they look. They gulp, considering to maybe not tell their older about the slip up that everyone thought only Felix would have.

Shit.

Once Chan knows they will be dead.

"Today guys!" Chan grows impatient.

Nam squeaks "we accidentally told Minho hyung that you are in love with him!" He doesn't breathe and closes his eyes as he speaks.

Chan gasp, he can't move...Minho. Fuck. Damn it.

"YOU GUYS WHAT!?" His scream even hurts his throat.

Nam rushes behind jack.

Jack shrinks and looks at Alex.

"It was a mistake!!" Alex defends "we ...we!!" She has nothing.

"How the hell did you guys do this!? I told you! I asked nicely to be kept quiet!!" Chan grows irritated, he growls and turns around from they as he tries to even out his breathing. A hand placed to his forehead.

Wondering what Minho must be thinking right now. He knew it was bound to happen, he just wished it was he himself who slipped up.

"It was on accident I swear!!!" Alex tries once again.

Chan growls even more, he turns to them and glares causing the kids to shrink "where is he!?"

Jack gulps, never had he seen Chan so angry. "After we slipped out the bell rang, he gave class and then dismissed us after, we tried to talk to him but he just told us it was okay!"

The kids feel like they are out of breath and like their life's are on the line.

Chan feels like he's died, he didn't need this, his feelings getting the best of him was the worst happening. Now Minho knows, he knows he's in love with him.

Part of Chan only wishes that Minho understands, understands that Chan doesn't want the feelings in return, that all he wants is for Minho to be happy.

But he won't know if Minho hates him or something till he speaks to the man. Even if he thinks he might be pushed away, Minho might be afraid of the love Chan has for him.

*

Chan steps into the small apartment, he sees Minho at the small kitchen, making dinner with a lost look.