Blue

It's All Set

After their very intimate moment in the darkness, Jungkook had left Tae playing the racing game while he went to shower. He couldn't help but allow himself to float away with how domesticated it felt having him in his apartment. It had been unexpected, to say the least, when he made the move on him by the front door and Jungkook was sure there was a reason behind it. He couldn't be completely sure, of course, but there was something in the way he touched him, not to mention the tenderness behind every movement, a little voice in his head told him it was a 'goodbye' but he refused to accept that.

He was trapped in a web of thoughts when the shower door opened and the stripper stepped in, a look of uncertainty on his face, as he waited for Jungkook to invite him in or ask him to leave. More unexpectedness, he couldn't keep up with it all, part of him feeling like he needed to decipher every action and another part of him just wanted to enjoy it.

Jungkook smiled, one eye open as the shampoo lather ran down his face "Did you lose?" he asked.

"I thought we could save water this way." was the response as he stepped under the water.

"I knew you were the type to be environmentally friendly." Jungkook had long since come to the conclusion that there were times when Vante would appear briefly, sometimes just a sentence if he was masking a feeling.

"Will you wash me, please?" he looked at Jungkook expectantly, he wanted tonight to be as perfect as it could be before tomorrow. He wanted memories that he could tap into if things got as rough as he expected them to. He wanted to remember what it felt like to have gentle hands on him, in case he didn't get so lucky at High End.

"Come here." he rinsed off his hair quickly and squeezed some shower gel onto his hands, lathering it up and starting with his back.

"That feels good." when he first experienced how gentle Jungkook was, he had considered it a one off, even when he had fucked him on the sofa that first time but now he knew that was just the way he was. Jungkook's nature was gentle, his touches were tender, the way he held him and the look in his eyes was so soft.

"Tae?"

"Yeah"

"Turn around, please."

Every now and again, he would use his real name, as a way to test the water. He was slowly realising the difference and sensing when his guard was down but it didn't hurt to double check. If he was wrong, he would usually get a witty sarcastic comment in reply and he would call him 'Officer' or something equally as distant.

Tae did as he was asked, suddenly feeling a little shy as he looked at Jungkook, it felt so much more intimate and bare, the water cascading over them, the steam acting like a veil over them. It was certainly starkly contrasting to their moment in the hallway earlier, where the darkness provided a cover, standing in the shower, the bathroom lights beaming down, there was nowhere to hide.

His hands were quite big, his fingers not as long and slender as Tae's but they were 'manly' hands... they were so caring and gentle. Tae hadn't experienced such a loving touch and he closed his eyes, concentrating on every movement. Jungkook was thorough, trying not to overstep any boundaries that he thought might be in place, which was a challenge when soaping up Tae's nether region and feeling how immediate the response was. His eyes were drawn to the angelic face of the man who stood before him, eyes closed, trusting him more and more each time. He was so grateful that he had been given a second chance after the private dance situation and he never wanted to lose his growing trust ever again. The fact that Tae was showing himself in such a vulnerable way, when at first he wouldn't even remove the mask at Bluebirds, was a really special thing and as he stared at the peace in his face, he felt his stomach flutter.