Fate Worse Than Death

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(Ps. This whole chp is not spicy so read it all or skip the paragraphs that are lol. Anyways... hope u enjoy lol)

Finn's POV:

After washing off my blood off in the shower I head back into medbay where raven is setting up bandages for me.

"You just can't seem to get out of trouble can you?" Raven jokes as she presses on my bruised nose with a soaked rag. I grimace at the pressure but manage to chuckle. Raven cleans up the scrape marks alongside my back as a breath comes out of Clarke's lungs.

Clarke's POV:

My eyes flash open in panic as I look around the room to find myself in medbay. My breath is shortening as I remember feeling my life drain. Finn quickly rushes to my bedside holding my arms down.

"Hey you're okay, you're okay" Finn assured me as he try's to keep me calm. Raven leaves to get my mother but the droplets dropping from Finn's hair shock me into focus. I finally feel like I can breathe as I examine my surroundings and see Finn in all his details. 

"Get a towel Finn" I tease at Finn, wiping the water off my face.

"Sorry" Finn chuckles as he grabs a rag and rubs his messy damp hair dry. "You're gonna be sore for a bit princess" Finn jokes at my side as my mother enters medical. The relief and pain in my mothers eyes speak volumes to me as she weeps. My mother embraces me as we both spill our tears on eachother.

"I thought I lost you" my mother sobs as she holds my face. We spend a few more moments in each other's hold until we collect our selves.

"You should be okay to walk but it will hurt for a while. You were out long enough that your wound is almost fully healed, it's only bruising left." Jackson explains as my mother gathers my things. Raven helps me to my feet as my mother and Finn look at me in worry.

"What happened to ur nose Finn" I only just noticed the bruise across the bridge of Finn's nose. The room falls silent at my question.

"I fell on my face in the woods" Finn nervously laughs as I wonder if he's telling the truth. The rest back his story as I attempt to walk on my own. The pain in my side is piercing but not enough to knock me down. Everyone in the room takes a step forward as I wobble in pain but I lift up my hand declining their help.

"There's no need for all your worry" I smile through the throbbing pain in my side, " I can walk on my own. Go back to what you were doing I'm just gonna head to my tent" I try to convince the room. A hesitant Abby stares at me as Finn comes to my side assuring her that he'd help, then accepts. Finn pulls my arm over his shoulder as we walk out of medical.
"You know you don't have to do this, I can walk" I smile at Finn as he only gazes into my eyes with his cheeky smile.

"I don't got anything else to do and we don't want you get shot again," Finn jokes as we enter my tent. I shoot him a surprised look in response to his joke. "Too soon?" Finn and I laugh as he takes my arm off of him to help me get on the bed.  His scent warms me up as his neck goes across my face. It isn't til Finn lifts his head that he realizes how close we are. We freeze inches apart from our lips, tension filling the air as Finn clears his throat and pulls away. Hurt runs through me as he backs up. I get up from the bed and put my hand on his shoulder.

"You okay?" I ask him as he looks into my eyes not even speaking.

"Screw it" Finn grabs my face closing the distance between us planting a gentle yet eager kiss on my lips. Time freezes in that moment, I've always had to kiss Finn first since he came back but this time he kissed me first. It meant the world to me. His warm scent fills me with desire as I lean into the kiss and I eagerly meet my lips with his over and over. Wanting nothing more than to rip Finn's clothes off I reach for the bottom of his shirt as he pulls away.

"Are you sure? You're still hurt." Finn explains to my confusion. Truth being, in this moment I felt nothing but heat and desire for Finn.

"Never been more sure." I wrap my arms around his neck, grabbing a fistful of his hair pulling him into me. Finn's hand quickly its way to my neck holding me right where he wanted as returned my eager kisses. Finn's other hand wraps around my waist as he back me up against the wall. A gasp escapes my mouth when my back meets the wall. Finn only smiles as he lifts my chin away as he trails slow kisses on my neck making his way to my jawline and pauses before he gets to my lips. Impatient I groan at his teasing and quickly lift off my shirt as Finn just stands there in awe for a moment. His eyes fall across an exposed me as he lightly licks his lips before clashing his lips once again onto mine with each kiss growing more desperate. I wrap my legs around Finn's waist as he lifts me up and leads us onto the bed. My hands roaming across Finn's face and hair are pinned above my head immediately. Finn's eyes filled with mischief as he made his way down my stomach. Planting gentle kisses and sucks on his way up and down my stomach teasing my every nerve. I move against Finn's grip on my hands but he quickly comes up and smiles at my failed attempt. Finn releases my hands as he marks himself onto my neck and I quickly turn us over. Finn chuckles in shock as he tries to reach up for me but I slap his hand away.

"No touchy yet" I tease at Finn as I return the favor of his teases.  But I only began to trail his neck before he flips us back over laughing. He says nothing but slowly shakes his head at me. Meeting my lips once more.

(Imagine the rest lol. Y'all are nasty!!!)

I wake up to peaceful Finn holding me through his sleep. This is what I needed, not a hook up but Finn. As I felt my life drain out of me in the forest, I realized how I never stopped loving Finn, I tried to convince myself otherwise but fighting it only made it stronger. I move a few stands of hair off of Finn's face that wakes him up. His heavy eyes search the room and sees me in his arms. He holds me tighter as he smiles at the sight of me.

"Morning, or afternoon I guess" Finn laughs as he lays his head back down.

"Finn? You know that I love you right?" Finn tenses at the question and looks at me fighting his own mind.

"Ya. You told me while you were bleeding out remember." Finn playfully nudges me turn the focus away from his mind. I get up from the bed and begin putting on my clothes. Finn grabs my arm  to stop me."Did I say something?"

"No, I just need to get something." I plant a gentle kiss on Finn's lips as I walk over to my sketches and pencils grabbing the one Finn gave me when he first discovered the bunker. I walk back over Finn who stares in shock at the sight of the pencil.

"You kept it?" He ask in disbelief.

"Of course pencils are in short supply" I joke at Finn who laughs. " I wanna do things right this time, so no secrets" I scold at Finn who shamefully nods. "You gave me a two headed deer before so now I'm giving you the pencil" I hand the pencil to Finn as he holds it like a baby. I laugh at Finn continuing, "this shit means something Finn, don't screw it up. We do this together." I hold Finn's hand as we head outside. For once the earth had color, I could feel the breeze just like the first day we landed on earth. That was the last time I remember seeing the earth so bright and colorful. The murderer and bloodshed filled my days as I grew darker but now I have the old Finn back. I know we may not be perfect and we have a lot to work on and it's not gonna be easy, but I want this and I'm gonna work at it. The sound of hooves in the distance catch the camp's attention. Finn and I make our way to the gate hand in hand as we spot Lexa. Lexa rides with a group of grounders by her side to the gate. Gunners on the wall aim frantically at the group until Kane orders them to stand down. The gates open and my eyes meet with Lexa's as her eyes widen in joy as she sees me. Lexa quickly dismounts and embraces me. Her arms quivering, I hold her to hide it from the others.

"I'm glad you're okay" Lexa smiles as she regains her stance and authority. Kane jumps in to welcome Lexa and her attendants to Arcadia. But the whole time Kane blabbers on about the camp, Lexa's eyes stay fixed on me.