memories | yuzuru hanyu ff (on hold)

Chapter 41

I woke up the next morning feeling hot. I shifted but couldn't as I felt something restraining me. 

Or better yet, someone.

I looked behind me and noticed Yuzuru, hugging me tight as he slept peacefully. I blushed and laid back down. 

'Shit shit shit...He's hugging me!'

I closed my eyes tight as I sweated even more from anxiety.

"I know you're awake." He muttered with his morning voice.

His raspy voice gave me goosebumps as shivers ran down my spine. I peaked over to see him smiling down at me. His messy bed hair, his eyes squinting from the sun, his lips curved upwards, and lastly, his shirt disheveled, a bit loose for his thin body as it gave me a bit of perverted thoughts.

'I'm such pervert...'

I blushed and looked away. He laid back down and snuggled closer to me. I yelped and he immediately released his grasp.

"I'm sorry!" He said as he sat up immediately.

I looked away, still blushing from the intimate touch.

"I-it's okay...We probably hugged when we were sleeping so..." I said as I calmed down but immediately heated up as we probably did hug throughout the night.

"Y-yeah..." He stuttered as well as it became awkward after that.

Silence took over after that. The only thing we heard was clock ticking. He cleared his throat to make it less awkward but it didn't help as we were still thinking about last night. 

'We slept in each other's arms and didn't even flinch up until right now.'

"So...uhmm...Wanna go grab something to eat?" He asked scratching the back of his head.

I sat up and faced him, slowly nodding my head. He did the same and stood up. I heard him chuckle making me look at him. He was standing in front of the mirror. He looked at me and pointed at his bed hair.

He was wearing a long-sleeved shirt that has a few undone buttons near his collar along with his necklace hanging around his neck. He was also wearing the a pair of black jeans he wore when he came here. His hair still messy and bracelets still on his wrist.

I then noticed that his shirt was still disheveled and that his chest was very open from the buttons being undone. I heard him talking but I was so focused on one part of his body. I gulped and kept nodding along with his words even though I didn't know what he was saying. I also didn't notice that he was close to my face, bending down to my height as I was still in bed.

"Do you want me to go closer?" He whispered as it snapped me back to reality.

I blushed more than normal and it made me dizzy as blood rushed fast. I widened my eyes and kept my eyes on his.

"Or do you want me to take it off instead?" He smirked as he was about to pull his shirt off.

But before he even do so, I punched him out of reflex, making him wince in pain. He groaned after that making me look at him worriedly.

"Are you okay?" I asked him as I got out of the bed, bending down as he was laying on the floor.

"Why are you so aggresive...?" He said as he was still in pain.

"You were being a pervert!" I said out of defense.

"Well, you were looking at me with those perverted eyes first! And, excuse me, I wouldn't actually pull it off since we're in public." He said as his hand was still on top of his stomach.

I looked away feeling embarrassed as he was correct. 

After a few moments, he felt better and I helped him to stand up. He fixed his shirt as I did the same. He was about to button his shirt as I stared, again.

"You know, I'll keep it like this for you~" He cooed as I rolled my eyes.

I grabbed his shirt and buttoned it myself. After that, I fixed it one last time and went ahead to grab a comb that was supplied by the hospital. I always bring my own hair brush so I didn't need this one.

I grabbed it and told him to sit down. He did and I immediately brushed his hair. His hair looked thicker than what you expect, so it was a bit hard to brush it down as he also winced in pain.

"Sorry..." I muttered.

"It's ok-AY!" He yelped as he answered.

I widened my eyes as I stepped back. He sighed as he grabbed the comb from me. I pouted as I wanted to brush his hair.

"Come here. How can I teach you if you're that far away?" He said as he waved his hands to come closer.

I got excited and went towards him. He was sitting down so I stood in between his legs. He instructed me what to do and I did as he said. I did it better than the first time but sometimes he winced in pain as I laughed at him. After a few moments, his hair was brushed through properly but I kept brushing as he purred like a kitten. I smiled as he closed his eyes, feeling the comb run through his hair.

'This is nice...'

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After we ate breakfast, Yuzuru left since he was being called by Yumi-san, and also he had to prepare for training. I went back to my room and decided to watch some movies on my laptop to pass some time. 

And also to stop having panic attacks from overthinking about my mom. 

From what Yuzuru said, my mom is still being questioned but postponed as I'm still in the hospital. They needed both of us in court but couldn't do so as I'm still recovering. Kou has been taken by Yumi-san's friend as they didn't trust my mom. They suspected that she wouldn't feed the cat if I wasn't there and it was true. They took him in for the time being. 

Noah took my half of the work, and I felt Yuzuru grit his teeth saying his name while he was explaining the things that have been happening lately.

'Man, has some problems that he needs to take care of first.'

Brian and Tracy were fine, along with the other skaters. They'll probably visit later, as said by Yuzuru. There were a few new problems such as, one, my feelings for Yuzuru is growing day by day and I'm not even scared about it anymore. 

Two, Mina. I promised her that I won't fall for Yuzuru but how can you not if the man is always by your side.  

Especially when we already had a thing in the past. 

Some feelings aren't going to go away in an instant but sometimes I wish it did to make it less complicated.

 But for now, Yuzuru and I are nothing but friends, and hopefully it stays that way.