When the jester gets mad

Two minutes is all it takes

"Izuku! Come back please!" Kacchan called as I started leaving. I swatted his hand away.

"Kacchan-so you know how much I hated myself? For being gay. Because of you! Now you tell me that your gay? You fucking hypocrite!" I yelled.

"Just please. Hear me out." He whispered. There was so much hurt in his voice. I could stay and hear him out, or I can leave him. The possibility's are endless of why he could have done what he did. if I stay...

"You get two minuets." I whispered.

"Thank you Izuku. I just used that as an excuse! I was pisssd for no reason for when we were four, I didn't know how to apologize and I couldn't forgive myself after that! I wanted to push you away and I didn't know how, because I didn't want you to be around somebody like me. And on top of that... I-I thought that if I had drilled it inside your head that you couldn't be a hero, you wouldn't become one and you wouldn't get hurt!" He whispered.

I searched him for lies, and found none. He was on the verge of tears and I almost hugged him.

"Kacchan...you don't know what I went through...I-.....kacchan I loved you." I whispered, tears almost falling. He looked at me in shock.

"Kacchan, did you hear the news about my father?" I whispered. He shook his head,

"Kacchan, he's in jail...for child abuse." I whispered. He gasped and put a hand to his mouth.

"That, added to what you gave me, I thought about killing myself everyday." I whispered. He actually started crying. He took a step closer towards me and He hugged me. I was surprised incredibly.

I didn't hug him back, but I did t pull away. I just looked away and I bet a hundred dollars he could feel water droplets on his hair.

After a while I carefully unwrapped his hands from me and didn't let his see my face as I opened a pack of cigarettes and offered one to him.

"I-I don't smoke." He whispered. I just nodded and lit my cigarette and took a long drag from it, puffing it out.

"Izuku...is there anything I can do to make up what I did to you?" He asked, hope lacing his voice. I closed my eyes and leaned back.

I'm going under and this time I fear there's no one to save me

This all or nothing really got a way of driving me crazy

I need somebody to heal

Somebody to know

Somebody to have

Somebody to hold

It's easy to say

But it's never the same

I guess I kinda liked the way you numbed all the pain

Now the day bleeds

Into nightfall

And you're not here

To get me through it all

I let my guard down

And then you pulled the rug

I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved

I'm going under and this time I fear there's no one to turn to

This all or nothing way of loving got me sleeping without you

Now, I need somebody to know