Wow, this was intense. I wanted to finish this chapter as fast as possible because I still wanted to give you this one as a 2k celebration, so here it is! Hope you enjoy it!
And just a little side note: I got some comments on the previous chapter by people who were talking about how proud they were of themselves for eating something and that it was hard for them to do and I just wanted to let you know that I'm also so so so proud of y'all. Keep going, you'll get there <3
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Without even changing into comfier clothes, I just position myself under the sheets and fall asleep almost immediately.
But right before I do, an idea pops into my head. Wishing I wouldn't have forgotten it in the morning, I fall asleep peacefully.
Harry Styles
"Harryyy!", I hear my mom yell from downstairs.
"What? It's 7 in the morning!", I yell back very annoyed.
Wow, my morning voice was bad today.
"There's someone here for you, darling!", she yells back.
Who could be here for me at such an early hour?
I quickly put on the first shirt that I see and throw on some jeans. While buttoning them still, I run towards my door and open it.
What I see next is what I expected least. From the staircase, I look down at the gorgeous blue-eyed boy.
"Louis, what are you doing here?", I whisper-shout at him, because the sudden realization hit me that my dad would be waking up any time now and I just couldn't have that confrontation yet.
"I euhm wanted to give you something", the shy boy answers.
My mom has disappeared back into the kitchen. I know that I'll be completely interrogated by her, about the sudden arrival of this mysterious boy.
"Well thank you, but could you please tell me when you're dropping by in the future?", I ask Louis while dragging him up the stairs.
I felt like the biggest jerk, but I didn't want Louis to see what my father would turn into, once he saw him.
Louis obliged as we run up the stairs. I pull him into my room and close the door behind me.
The smaller boy looked startled by my sudden behaviour, but not bothered. He just sits himself down on the bed. He is wearing a grey shirt, black pants and a green beanie. He looked astonishing, as always.
"So as I said, before I was being dragged up these stairs, I got you a little present", Louis speaks again.
You can clearly notice where the little girls got their sass from.
That's when I notice the black bag lying next to him on my bed. I didn't even notice that he was carrying that, because I was in such a hurry.
The shape of the bag seemed very familiar. But no, this couldn't be true.
"Open it!", Louis shouts at me, clearly amused with himself.
I start slowly walking towards the bed. I get to the big bag and reach my hand to grab the zipper. I slowly start unzipping it.
And in the bag is, on one hand, my biggest dream and on the other, my biggest nightmare.
"A guitar?", I ask him frantically.
Louis got me the guitar from his living room, the beautiful acoustic guitar. I just stare at it in silence and disbelief. This couldn't, he couldn't-
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Devotion [L. S.]
RomanceWhen Harry thinks love is something that doesn't exist in a world full of homophobic fathers and awful thoughts, Louis appears in sight. And when Louis, an 18-year-old boy with confidence issues and an eating disorder thinks that all hope is lost...