Innocence || WOLFSTAR Au

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TW: slur words

"Shut up Amey" finally Remus shouted after getting into senses, it scares Sirius more he start picking his stuff quickly.

Remus calmly walk over to him and rubs his back "Hey you don't need to leave, just sit over there, stop crying and drink water okay. I will deal with her" Remus said softly and Sirius nodded.

"What's your problem with him Amey?" Remus yelled at her,

"He is my whole problem. He was looking at you throughout the game." Amey snapped eyeing over Sirius.

"So" Remus replies bluntly.

"So, so that he is a faggot" She said again, her words are like poison hurting Sirius so much.

"Amey whole college knows I am a bisexual, how come he is a faggot and I am not?" Remus snapped.

"Thats different, forget about him. I love you Remus, you know I am only one right for you. You liked me too back then before that bitch Lily said wrong things about me." She said.

"Amey, you only said i liked you once, but I don't anymore. I like someone else now." Remus said, admiring Sirius sweetly.

"Please understand this and stop torturing my friends" Remus looked directly over Amey.

Amey was about to say more when Lily comes in, "What the hell you are doing here?" she shouted.

"Speak of the devil and devil comes. No actually you are not worthy to be devil, you are his little bitch" Amey said mockingly Lily.

"Yes because I am the devil, and before devil gets angry its best for you to leave" James said angrily stepping infront of Lily.

Marlene drag her out of the room and close the door, while James hug Lily and Remus sits beside Sirius calming him down.

"What a eventful evening" Marlene said jokingly making everyone chuckle.

"Remmy, why are you so hot" Marlene said, clinging over Remus, everyone laughs but Sirius feels a burning feeling in his chest area.

"Oh my god Remmy, I love you so much" Dorcas said and kiss Remus' cheek, Sirius feels that burning feeling increase.

"You are so tall and handsome" it was Lily' turn

"Will you be my boyfriend" Mary said.

"Hey" Peter and James shouted at the same time making everyone laugh with tears. Sirius doesn't seems to understand what's happening, that feeling is all he can think about.

"Sshuushhh guyss, go away" Remus said shushing them away, all four girls acted offended and goes to sit over anywhere they find space.

"Sirius" Remus calls softly, Sirius smile, that burning feeling is not their anymore.

"Can we talk" Remus asked, Sirius nodded.

"Cutie you know what faggot means?" Remus asked, Sirius blushed at the nickname and shakes his head. Remus looks over everyone and look again at Sirius

"You know what are bisexuals, gays, or anything about LGBTQ+ community?" Remus asked and Sirius shake his head again, he is scared now.

"Guys party will be late. First we will teach Sirius about LGBTQ+ community. He doesn't know a shit about them" Remus said and others gasp but agrees. Sirius looks over them with confuse expression but didn't say a word.

"But we are not bringing anything here. We had spend 3 hours to set it over there" James whines,

"Fine we are going there" Remus chuckles. They all goes to Lily' room, Remus is walking with Sirius protecting him for every strange look he gets.

"Yeah so, lets sit in the circle and we will explain him chance by chance" Lily said and everyone sits in circle.

Sirius sits in between Remus and Peter, he feels save there, a little clinging over Remus. Next to Peter, Mary is sitting then Marlene and Dorcas, and then James and Lily.

"What you know about LGBTQ Sirius?" Marlene ask softly,

"Um nothing" he reply and looks down.

"Its okay, lets start with me first. I am an pansexual it means I am not limited in sexual choice with regard to biological sex, gender, or gender identity." Marlene said,

"So you can love a girl and its normal for you all?" Sirius asked softly, he gets sacred so he hold Remus' hand tightly.

"There no need to get scared kitten. We all here to help you. You can ask what ever you want we will not get offend, right" Remus said and everyone agrees, Sirius blush again at the nickname and nodded.

"Yes, it normal Sirius. See I am a bisexual, which means I can love both men and women. There are more genders also like, Gay, boys who love boys. Lesbians, girls who loves girls. Trans genders who are non binary. Asexual, who doesn't like to do anything sexual with anyone. Demisexual who can only do things to whom there emotionally bonded." Remus explains.

"James is bisexual plus demisexual and Peter is just straight demisexual while Dorcas is lesbian, Marlene is pan, Remus is bi while me and Lily are straight ones" Mary said.

"What about you Sirius?" Mary asked carefully, she doesn't want to scares him more.

"I, I, I don't know, maybe I am straight." Sirius said and hide his face into Remus' chest.

"Hey its okay mate, but if you ever feel like talking to anyone about it you have us" James said, and Sirius nodded.

"So if I like a boy, its nothing wrong with me right. I am normal like everyone" Sirius ask, now he practically sitting in Remus' lap while Remus stroking his hair softly. He is so small from Remus that he can put his chin on Sirius' head.

"No, there is nothing wrong who told you its wrong?" Marlene asked.

"My, my parents" Sirius said, looking down at the floor. Marlene was going to ask more questions but Remus said no with his eyes, everyone shut up with that.

James was seeing Sirius suspiciously, "What's wrong with you?" Lily whisper quietly into James' ear.

"I think, I had seen him somewhere." James said and continue staring at Sirius, Sirius gets uncomfortable with eyes on him.

"James stop doing that, he is getting uncomfortable" Lily hit him on arm.

"Oh sorry, I didn't mean to that" James apologies.

"No its okay" Sirius replies softly. Remus melts down into puddle. Oh god he is so cute, oh my god, he is sitting in my laps. Please give me strength so that I don't kiss him this instant. Remus thought.

Frank, Alice, Aruther, and Molly comes with her brothers. "Hey guys, meet Sirius my new roommate" Peter introduce over excitedly, making Sirius embrass.

He jumped from Remus' laps and sit on the floor looking very embrass. They all introduce themselves and party starts. Its a close party not every one are allowed.

They all danced and drinks while Sirius just sits and eat, enjoying everything around him. He had never went to any party like this, it was always formal dinners which always held at his house. He kind of enjoy this party, he like all of them also. They all aware of Sirius' situation that he is very new to everything and never had been on a party by judging his expression. So they didn't force him to drink, smoke or dance. They want him to enjoy, and he is enjoying without doing anything.

Soon he fell asleep in the corner of the room with sketchpad opened on his laps. Remus saw it and went to pick him up so that he can put him in his bed. He sees the sketch pad, he had drew the party scene, it was very pretty, he smile and close it. He picks him softly, carefully not to wake him up and walks out from Lily' room. He opens the door to Sirius' room and place him on his bed, tugged him nicely and kiss his forehead. Sirius smile and Remus skipped a heartbeat.

"Goodnight kitten, sleep tight" Remus said and he sees his sweater in Sirius' bag, he smile and put it on Sirius' bed.

Sirius grabs it quickly and pull it under his face. Remus smile again, close the door and went back to party. That night Sirius didn't have any nightmare, he slept very peaceful with Remus' sweater.