Innocence || WOLFSTAR Au

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TW: Slur word, mention of rape

"Sirius" she speaks, it sounded like she is spitting poison from mouth.

"What" Sirius replied rather calmly.

"Its your mother" she said and passed the phone towards Sirius. Sirius eyes widen and he takes the phone with shaky hands, he goes to a corner so that no one hear him

Remus gets all tense up seeing this abnormal behavior of Sirius and look over the group of douchbags, there were laughing and giggling at Sirius.

"Sirius" his mother yelled, Sirius could feel anger in her voice

"Mum" Sirius voice is breaking, he always scared when his mother yelled because after results are never good.

"Why were you talking with that disgrace today. You know we don't talk to her right" his mother yelled again.

"Sorry mum, I will never repeat it again" Sirius is now at the edge of crying.

"And I have got to know that you are socialising with some faggots. Don't do anything wrong Sirius. You know consequences of them" his mother hisses.

"Mum, Peter is my roommate and he is-" Sirius was trying to put his point when his mother cut him

"I don't want listen anything, stop socialising with them or else your brother will get punishment. You want that Sirius" his mother warn him. She knows Sirius is over protective over his brother and she always used it to make her way.

"No mum, please leave him out of this" Sirius was convincing his mother, when Remus interpreted him.

"Sirius come on mate we getting late for dinner" Remus was done waiting, he can sense something is not right with Sirius' body language so he decided to step in. But wrong step

"Was it the Lupin faggot boy. You tell him now that you don't want to be his friend anymore. You don't wanna talk with anyone anymore, now Sirius. And you know your father is on the call with Greyback do you have any message for Regulus" she used his brother again to made her way.

"No mum, I will tell him. Bye" Sirius said with sad sigh and return the phone to Bellatrix without cutting.

"Sirius" Remus said softly stepping towards Sirius.

"What, what you want faggot. I don't wanna be your friend anymore. I have nothing to do with you or your friends. Just leave me alone" Sirius snapped and runs towards his room.

Remus stood there in shock with what just happened. He heard Bellatrix and her friends laughing and then it click his mind. Sirius was alright before talking with his mum. She said something to him but what. I will talk to James about it. Fuckkk.

Remus walks towards his room, he texted in group about the whole incident.

The group of losers

Remus
Guys something weird happened today. I took Sirius to Andy's and she happened to be Sirius' cousin. But she got disowned for marrying Teddy. And then everything was good untill Bellatrix comes and told him that its his mother phone (FYI Sirius don't own a phone) So anyways, they talked for a while on call and then Sirius shouted at me 'What you want faggot. I don't wanna be you friend anymore. I have nothing to do with you or your friends.

James
Wtf. I will kill him.
How dare he >-<

Lily
James no, remember how he told us that his parents thinks being gay and all are wrong.

Peter
Guyss, Sirius is not in good condition Remus please come he is not letting me touch him.
But he is crying very badly in Remus' sweater. Just come.

Remus
Fuck I'm on my way.

Remus knocks at the door and Peter let him in, they look over sleeping Sirius and sigh sadly. "I am going at your'. Text me or in the group if something happens okay" Peter said and leaves the room.

Remus sit over Peter' bed waiting for Sirius to wake up so they can talk, but instead of waking up Sirius start screaming and crying in sleep. Remus understands he is having a nightmare.

"Sirius" Remus softly said not wanting him to wake up suddenly.

"No no, not Reggie please. Not him" Sirius murmuring, crying. He grips the sheet tightly.

"Sirius, cutie wake up. Its a dream" Remus said little loudly this time.

"No please don't hurt him please" Sirius start breaking down.

Remus had enough he shakes him hard to wake him up. "Sirius wake up" Remus shouted, Sirius jerk up with tears and sweat all over his face.

He hug Remus and cries into his chest, "Hey baby, its okay. Calm down, no one is hurting you or Reggie I guess. You are here at Hogwarts, safe" Remus said, rubbing his back, trying to calm him down.

Sirius push Remus away after coming in sense, "What are you doing here?" Sirius asked without looking at him, he wipe his tears and hold the blanket more close to his face.

"You were crying and not letting anyone to you. So-" Sirius cut off Remus.

"So you thought, you can touch me just because I let you before. See Remus I am not a faggot like you. Please just leave me alone for god sakes" Sirius snapped again, after remembering what his mother had told him.

Remus lost his patience he can't listen to the same thing over and over again. "Fine, then be alone you fucking git. I thought of helping but you don't deserve it. Idiot fucking twat" Remus snapped and leaves the room.

Sirius cry, he cry so hard that he almost chocked himself, he never wanted to hurt Remus but he just can't let his happiness come in the way of Regulus' happiness. If him being alone, leaves Regulus happy and safe then he is happy to be alone.

Remus storms back in his room, everyone looks at him. "Remus what happened?" Lily asked, she knows how to handle the situation better than anyone else.

"That idiot happened. We are not going to talk to him, that's it, that's final. I was helping him and he, he had the audacity to call me that again. Ugh I just wanna punch someone so hard. Fuck" Remus yelled and grabs his hair in frustration.

Lily hugs him and soon after everyone hugs. Remus didn't had a happy home because of his neighbors. His family accpeted him but his neighbors always used to create a scene whenever he went home. Call him by names, boys in his neighborhood used to harass him.

One time they tie him up and beat the shit out of him, but they still didn't stop. And other time when Remus was alone at his house, 2-3 boys broke into his house tried to rape him. Saying that, 'Only in this way he will understand that being faggot is a sin', but some how he managed to call the police and got out safe. After that incident he doesn't go, neither did his parents call him.

They call decided when Remus will graduate from Hogwarts, they will buy house near to his work place. So that his traveling time can be short. But today when Sirius call him that 2 times, his memories start coming back and he can't stop himself from shouting on him.

They all cuddle up in James' and Remus' room and slept there only. Occasionally Lily keep checking on Sirius, she could feel something is wrong. This is not what Sirius thinks but someone is forcing him to say that. She had seen the terror in his eyes and heard the hesitation in voice when he mentioned his parents. She decide she will talk to Remus about it soon.