Innocence || WOLFSTAR Au

nineteennn

"Sirius, are you sure." Remus asked again before pushing him on the bed.

"More than anything love" Sirius replies and kiss him on the lip closing his eyes and pulling Remus over him, laying on the bed.

Remus kiss down his jaw and then his neck biting it to leave his proof there. He looks at Sirius and smile at him, he open his eyes which are full sleep and panic, there is not lust. Remus roll down from him and gets up from bed.

"What's wrong?" Sirius asked, his voice is full of fear and Remus notices it now. Remus shakes his head.

"Nothing I am just coming okay." Remus said and kiss his forehead.

"Where are you going Re?" Sirius asked in breaking voice.

"Bathroom love" Remus replies and smiles at him, he turn on the speakers and put some soft music. He goes to bathroom and intentionally spent 20 minutes inside, he know if he say no to Sirius again, he will starts crying.

After 20 minutes he comes out and sigh in relief after seeing sleeping Sirius, he quietly goes near to him and sees tear traces on his face, he frowns. He changes his clothes into nightwear and lay beside, holding him softly.

Next morning, Sirius wakes up, he feel cold he looks down and sees he is only wearing boxers no clothes. He looks at Remus and starts crying, holding his knees close to his chest.

Remus wakes up when he feels something wet on his face and hears small crying noise. Remus open his eyes and sees Sirius shaking and crying. He sits up straight and looks at him.

"Siri baby" Remus said softly and tries to touch, Sirius quickly shift away from Remus and cries hard.

"Don't- don't- please don't touch me" Sirius cries and hold his head because of headache.

"Okay, okay. I am not touching but please tell me why are you crying." Remus asked picking up Sirius' sweater from the floor and give him.

"You, you, you said we don't have to do any-anything, if I don't want. But we did it last night." Sirius hiccups making Remus frown.

"Sirius babe, we didn't did nothing I swear. We only kissed like always, I just give you one love bite on your neck and then you sleep. Baby please try to remember." Remus tells him.

Sirius shakes his, "No, no, no if we didn't do anything then why I am without clothes." Sirius asked.

"Baby I swear, if you want we can get your check up done. But I didn't do anything, have water you have hangover." Remus said and gives him water.

"I drank last night?" Sirius asked in confusion.

"Yes, you said you are going to balcony because you are feeling suffocated inside and then came back drunk." Remus said and Sirius nodded.

"Here please have water, I'll bring coffee." Remus said and runs out from room, leaving Sirius alone with his thoughts.

Remus comes back after 10 minutes with coffee and tablet in his hands. He gives coffee and tablet to Sirius, Sirius takes them and eat tablet then drink coffee. After drinking coffee Sirius starts remembering things.

"Re we didn't right." Sirius asked again softly.

"Of course not baby, you were drunk." Remus smiles at him.

"Why?" Sirius asked.

"What why, you were drunk Sirius I can't take your advantage." Remus replies.

Sirius thinks for a second and then starts shaking his head, "No it was not that, we didn't do because you pitty me, you don't love me. I know." Sirius said and starts crying again.

"What, who tell you this." Remus raise his voice a little.

"I know, you are not interested in me, you just pitty, I am just a sympathy case for you." Sirius replies in very small voice.

"Sirius. Who. Tell. You. This." Remus asked very angrily.

"Amey, Amey said you never say no to sex, she she said that you are with me because you are sorry and I am just sympathy case to you, you will get bore with me soon without sex." Sirius tells him everything.

"WHAT THE FUCK??!!" Remus shouts very angrily, James and Lily comes running into Remus' room. Sirius gets scared and starts crying very loudly.

"What, what happened?" James asked and hold Remus' shoulder, Lily goes to Sirius and Sirius leans into her and cries in her arms. Lily rub her hands on his back calming him down.

"He fucking believed Amey that I am a sex addict and I don't love him, he is just a sympathy case for me. He fucking believe her but no me. He, fuck, he is saying that I will get bore with him soon without sex." Remus shouts making Sirius flinch.

"Remus stop shouting he is getting scared." Lily yells at Remus.

"But Lily he is fucking accusing for things which I am not." Remus snap back at her.

"James" Lily said and James nodded taking Remus out and close the door behind him.

"Hey Sirius C'mon stop crying and tell me what happened?" Lily asked wiping his tears.

"Last, last night." Sirius hiccups,

"Here have water first" Lily said and gives him water.

Sirius drinks it and tries to stop crying. He takes a deep breath "Last night, when I was sitting in balcony, Amey came and sat besides me. Then she said I am also one of when I asked who, she said whom Remus' date and leave them after sex then she said bet sex is all fun with him."

"I said no we didn't do it then she laughed and said oh I am sorry Sirius but I don't think he is interested on you and all. Remus never say no to sex and he will get bore soon and all things." Sirius starts crying again.

"Remus didn't have sex with me even after I was begging last night, he don't loves me, he is bore. He didn't even touch me to show affection like he do with everyone." Sirius sobs hard.

"Oh love, Sirius it's not true honey. You know that he loves you Sirius. Amey is a bitch, she lied about Remus, Remus is nothing like that definitely not a sex addict. And he don't touch you because you don't like it. Sirius whatever Amey told you is all lie darling." Lily tells him and wipes his tears.

"Really" Sirius hiccups.

"Really baby, all lie." Lily replies.

"I hurt Remus" Sirius said in breaking voice.

"Its okay, we will go out and you will say sorry to him and explain everything. He will be little angry because he don't like when people accuse him for something wrong but he will forgives you he loves you okay." Lily said, "Now cmon get up and wash your face." Lily help Sirius to get up from bed.