Innocence || WOLFSTAR Au

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"Remus" James said softly.

"What??!!" Remus snapped back

"He is scared Remus, you just can't shout on him like this. I know, he did wrong but he is very innocent to believe whatever people say to him without thinking. We all know how Amey can be and how much convincing she can sound when she wanted to be. Sirius is just very innocent for all these things. You scared him, he was shaking." James said and rubs his back, Remus sigh and nodded.

"But how can he trust her over me, how can he think like that for me. It hurts to believe he don't even trust me enough." Remus said

"Trust take time to build up Remus, especially for Sirius. He will believe that people are going to hurt him in a heart beat but for him believing that people actually like him or will not hurt him is tough. Just imagine yourself on his place, would you believe that people can be nice to you, would you even survive this long. No of course not, right?" James asked and Remus shakes his head.

"He is strong and brave no doubt but still he is fragile and vulnerable. You always know how to treat him. How you forget that today. He was ready to have sex with you so that you don't get bore and leave him. He is scare of that shit Remus, please understand it." James said. "Come I will make tea for you"

After sometimes, Sirius and Lily come out from the room, Sirius frowns. He go and stands infront of Remus playing the hem of his sweater. "Re" Sirius said, his voice was almost unaudioable but Remus heard him.

"Come lets go in room, okay?" Remus asked and Sirius nodded. Remus leads the way towards room but didn't touch Sirius.

Sirius fight back his tears and sit on the bed hugging himself. Remus close the door and sits beside Sirius, "I am sorry." Remus apologies, "for shouting and not caring about you." Remus said and rubs his own arm awkwardly.

Sirius shakes his head still fighting back his tears, "No, I am sorry. I should had talked to you instead of believing her. I am so sorry. I trust you Re, I really do but- I don't know why I did that or think like that. I am so sorry, really." Sirius said and tear escape from his eyes.

Remus looks at him and tries to hold back his urge to hug Sirius right away, but before he could react or do something Sirius hugs him tightly and sits on his laps. Remus smile and hugs him back, softly massaging his head, Sirius sobs in his arms.

"Hey it's okay, I got you, we got this. Stop crying now." Remus said softly.

"Did you forgive me?" Sirius asked and looks at Remus with red puff eyes.

"Of course I did Sirius." Remus smiles at him.

"Re I am so sorry." Sirius said again because he know Remus doesn't forgive him fully, he is not calling kitten or with any other petnames. He didn't kiss his forehead or head. He is not holding his waist or ass. His tone his soft but without love.

Remus sigh he knows Sirius understand the difference, "Listen Sirius, I really did forgive you I swear. But things will take time to be normal. If you want time to trust me fully then I also need time to become what I was before today, I really got hurt today. Please understand this." Remus said very softly.

Sirius nodded in understanding, he smiles at Remus and kiss his cheek before getting up from his laps. "I trust you Re with all my heart. And I am really sorry for doubting your intentions but I guess we both have to build this thing from beginning." Sirius said to Remus, Remus nodded. Sirius picks up his towel and goes to bathroom for shower.

They back at college and next few days were kind of awkward between Remus and Sirius, James and Lily asked them what's going on to which they replied 'We both are giving time to eachother and to our relation'.

For Sirius it was torture because after Regulus, Remus was the only person whom he trust but he hurt him bad and he knows that. And for Remus, Sirius was the only one whom he had ever loved, he is devastated with this awkward time giving thing.

In three days its valentines and Sirius decides that its enough torture for him, he will get his Re back. Of course no useless funny business but just him and his Re in their dorm spending quality time together.

Remus was gone with James to help him out in something. When Remus come back to his room he was tackle by Sirius who hugs him so tightly that they fall on the ground.

"Hey sorry" Sirius said after breaking the hug, he help Remus to get up.

"Umm so I had enough, I don't need time and no I am not giving you any more time please, I miss you Re" Sirius said with his pleading eyes.

"I don't need it more love, infact I was going to talk about it with you but you did it first. I miss you too kitten, I love you." Remus said and finally he kiss Sirius on lips holding his waist. Sirius is beaming with happiness, he is on cloud 9 with Remus lips over his own.

Remus picks him up and lock the door without breaking the kiss. He put him on the bed and crawls over him. They break the kiss for air, Sirius immediately attack his neck, sucking biting and marking him. Remus moans slightly and push back to look at Sirius.

"Babe what are you doing?" Remus asked in carefully tone, caressing his face. He can see lust in his eyes but still he want make sure that Sirius knows what he is doing.

"I don't know, I mean I don't want to have sex right now but I feel something in my stomach and alot of emotions. Do something please" Sirius said and kiss hand.

"Are you 100% sure" Remus asked and Sirius nodded with assuring smile.

"Okay, just tell me when to stop." Remus said and slowly removes his and Sirius' sweater leaving both of them bare chest.

He wraps Sirius legs around his waist, starts moving slowly aganist his dick and kisses him on lips. Sirius grips Remus shoulder tightly and moans into his mouth. Remus break the kiss to look at Sirius, his face is fill with pleasure and his eyes with love and lust.

Remus kiss his forehead and grinds fast, "Re something is hurting, I don't feel good." Sirius said and moans loudly. Remus understand that Sirius is close, he starts moving fast and hard as he is also close.

"Let it go love, just let it go. I love you so much. You are so perfect my kitten." Remus said and kiss his lips again. Both are moaning in eachother's mouth.

Sirius breaks the kiss and hide his face in Remus chest, letting it go just like Remus said with loud scream, making Remus also cum. His head fall back on the bed and he is breathing heavily, sweat dripping from his forehead.

"You okay love." Remus asked

"Yes, it was, it felt so good" Sirius replies. Remus smiles at him and kiss his both cheeks,

"We both just cum in our pants." Remus chuckle and Sirius blush madly.

"Come lets get you to bathroom, you first have a shower then I will go." Remus said helping Sirius to get up.

"Um Re..." Sirius said softly.

"Yes love" Remus replies walking him towards bathroom

"Um would you, would you like to come in with me" Sirius asked shyly playing with his jeans button.

"Love, are you sure?" Remus asked and Sirius nodded happily.

"Okay wait here lemme just grab our towel and boxers" Remus said and Sirius nodded, Remus kiss his forehead and quickly run towards their cupboard for towel and boxers making Sirius laugh.
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